I've just finished my lunch. Simple but lovely, melted cheese on a roll. Loved it smile .
Didn't get up and out of bed until 11:45am. Then i had breakfast at something like 12:00pm (Midday). After that i didn't get changed for about an hour. So, it was about 1:00pm that i was up, fed and dressed. I'd love to have just a duvet day. Wander around the house in your pajamas and duvet, sounds like my type of day to me 3nodding .
My parents were thinking of going out shopping, when everyone was eventually up. But by the time everyone was suitable to leave the house, it was a bit late to go anywhere.
I've no idea why, but i'm in quite a lonely mood. I had a text earlier this morning from a 'friend' and it made me quite angry. Here's what it said;
Y u guys bitchin bot me & jenny behind r bck.Im soz i am frnds wit tiffany bt i cn sit nxt 2 hr.And u dnt ave 2 say dat me and jenny r flirtin wit alex & all dat.
I texted her back, saying that she shouldn't put up her defence walls up and to stop being to touchy and sensitive. Basically, a polite way of saying 'Get A Friggen Life' stare
But my mind never shuts up either. I can't stop thinking, even when I'm asleep. It distracts me aswell. But i mainly think about one certain person.. whom i just can't knock out of my head. Him.
He's driving me crazy.. I want to be with him but i know it's impossible. He lives at least 100 miles away.. and we only see each other once, maybe twice a year. It drives me mad to know if he still loves me.. Or if he's moved on. I try not to think about him.. but when i'm not he somehow pops back in. It's killing me to write this.. but i can't exactly tell anyone else. I trust nobody when it comes to dark secrets like these.
It feels good to write about it though.. as i've just discovered in the last minute while typing this.
I know you're only supposed to write in a journal once everyday, but after this, i'm going to write another entry, and it's going to be lyrics to a song that's i've also had in my busy mind.
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