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These are the records of certain occurrences and musings in my life. It is probably not of much importance to you, unless you enjoy being a sleuth or have some vague interest in listening to me prattle about my flavour-of-the-month.
LOST MY MUSIC + HOWLING
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HOWLING

Fusagareta mabuta kara nagaredashita namida
Kurikaeshi mushibamareru risei to chi no kakera

Tears flowed from my shut eyes
The fragments of reason and blood are repeatedly eaten away at


I don't want anything anymore
(Abakidasu kanjou ga around Turn round)
I don't feel the way as before
(Gang Bang Son of a gun)

I don't want anything anymore
(My exposed feelings around Turn round)
I don't feel the way as before
(Gang Bang Son of a gun)


Karameta futatsu no mune no sukima de
Hoshigaru dake no kawaita kono karada ga

In the rift between our two entwined chests
You only desire this parched body of mine


Kegareta yubisaki de yoru o sosogikonde
Chigireru made kimi o kojiakete
Asai nemuri no naka hagareta omoi ga kishimu
Nani mo kamo ima wa subete keshisaretara

With tainted fingertips, I pour into the night
Prying you open until you're in shreds
Within a light slumber, my torn thoughts creak
If only I could erase everything right now


Sun will rise Close your eyes
Downfallen (Fallen) Falling
Hold inside
Just HOWLING in the shadows


Taemanaku furishikiru ame ni utarenagara
Shigamitsuku sono senaka ni fukaku tsume o tateta

While being beaten upon by the incessantly pouring rain
I bored my nails deeply into your back that I cling onto


I don't need anything anymore
(No one else can take my place)
I don't see the way as before
(I've been lost without a trace)


Dareka no fureta yume no tsuzuki o
Saegiru you ni tozashite ita kokoro ga

As if obstructing someone's touched dream from continuing
My heart was closed off


Kegareta yubisaki de nando mo dakiatte
Atedonaku kimi o taguriyosete
Awai kioku ga mada nokoshita itami ni nijimu
Te ni ireta mono ga subete ayamachi de mo

With tainted fingertips, we embraced each other many times
Reeling you in aimlessly
My faint memories still blot through my remaining wounds
Even if everything that I gained is a mistake


Ushinau tabi ni mezamete yuku chikara de

With the power that awakes every time when I lose it

Kegareta kono tsubasa ga yoru o sosogikonde
Chigireru made kimi o kojiakete
Asai nemuri no naka hagareta omoi ga kishimu
Nani mo kamo ima wa subete keshisaretara

These tainted wings pour into the night
Prying you open until you're in shreds
Within a light slumber, my torn thoughts creak
If only I could erase everything right now


Sun will rise Close your eyes
Downfallen (Fallen) Falling
Give me sight to see inside
I'm calling
Take a bite night by night
Downfallen (Fallen) Falling
Hold inside
Just HOWLING in the shadows


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LOST MY MUSIC

hoshizora miage watashi dake no hikari oshiete
anata wa ima doko de dare to iru no deshou?

Point out the light that belongs to me up in the starry sky.
Where are you now, who are you with?


tanoshiku shiteru koto omou to samishiku natte
issho ni mita CINEMA hitori kiri de nagasu

I feel lonely when I think of the fun we used to have,
I watch that movie we saw together on my own.


daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
ashita me ga sametara
hora kibou ga umareru kamo Good night!

The person I love is far away,
So far that I'm almost crying.
When I open my eyes and wake up tomorrow,
A new hope will perhaps be born, Good night!


I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
tomoranai no yo Hi!!

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
I just can't stop! Hi!!


nemuri no fuchi de yume ga kureru omoide no One day
anata no kotoba niwa sukoshi uso ga atta

Deep in my sleep, my dream brings back memories of "One day".
There, I realized that your words contained a few lies.


hanasanai yo to kimi dake dato
dakishimeta noni
yakusoku fuwari to kurai yoru ni kieta

Though you said you wouldn't let go and that I was your one and only,
And though we embraced each other,
Those promises gently faded into the dark night.


daisuki na hito yo itsumo
itsumade mo sagashite shimau
kitto me ga sametemo
mada maboroshi wo kanjitai Morning

I will search for the person I love,
All the time until the end of time.
Even if I were to open my eyes and wake up,
I would keep longing for this illusion in the Morning.


I lost I lost I lost you!
You're making making my music
I lost I lost I lost you!
mou aenai no? No!

I lost I lost I lost you!
You're making making my music
I lost I lost I lost you!
We can't meet again? No!


daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
ashita me ga sametara
hora kibou ga umareru kamo Good night!

The person I love is far away,
So far that I'm almost crying.
When I open my eyes and wake up tomorrow,
A new hope will perhaps be born, Good night!


daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
kitto me ga sametemo
mada maboroshi wo kanjitai Morning

I will search for the person I love,
All the time until the end of time.
Even if I were to open my eyes and wake up,
I would keep longing for this illusion in the Morning.


I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
tomoranai no yo
I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
mata aeru yone? ne!!

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
I just can't stop! Hi!!
I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
We will meet again, right? Right!!


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And those were 'Howling' by the Abingdon Boys School from Darker Than Black, and 'Lost My Music' by Hirano Aya, from Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu. I friggin love Abingdon Boys School, they J-rock my socks. ( AHAHAHA! ) A completely random entry, I know... I just like the songs and I needed an update. XD I don't really have anything to write about either, except for Gab's party but I'm really lazy, so yeah...

Whoo. X3





 
 
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