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Hello people. Another thought from your massive friend. Have you ever looked at the shadows your body casts and wonder. Who is that being. You stare at it and it has a life of its own. For me its the beast, the one within that wants out. You walk quickly like your running away. All you can hear is the rythmic thudding of your pulse and the wind moving past your ears. All sound is muffled and you wonder if your gonna make it. The heart hurts but you keep walking because its after you. It wants your skin as its own so it can have control. So you can be that shadow that stares back on the ground. The shadow is always there. It waits in the light and in the dark it watches you. You hear it don't you? The drums in your ears and the constant whispers of your own voice. It tells you what you hate about yourself and why you should give in. It wants you to give in to that dark abyss of pleasure and savage furry. Its a storm of impulse and you wonder if you'll get swept in. Like laying on the warm beach and letting the cold salty water wash you away to another place. Can you hear the drums in your ears and the whispers of your own voice? Your winning the battle but you don't know how long you can last. The darkest thoughts get more tempting with every breath. Can you hear the drums? They're like thunder beconing to you but you cower away to a safe place. Can you hear the whispers? They tell you just the right things to make you break. Their smart and clever but you know not to listen. Can you hear the beast? It's senuous and smiles at you while you break and give in. You like the freedom and the power but you know its wrong. You hate yourself now. Now the beast just has one more thing against you and you know it'll use it to break you again. Can you hear the singing? It comes from afar and it sounds so sweet like nectar. It is what makes you clean and it calls to you. You love it. Call you feel the warm sun? It washes over you when you step into the light that has no shadows. Your whole and you can feel again.

Just another post from you jolly green pirate ninja xd mrgreen pirate ninja

· Sun Sep 23, 2007 @ 08:58am · 0 Comments


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