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For awhile, I thought I have found the love of my life. It's been a year since I last wrote here (refer to the last journal entry -- sad, depressing, emo-ish). I thought I'd never smile again. Until I met him....

He made me feel special in his own little way. He's given me hope for another day. He brightened my smile like the sunshine's ray. He changed my life, made it different than yesterday.

I woke up this morning only to read a message that he has broken up with me. It felt like a punch in the stomach and being gagged but I'm not close to dying. I want to cry but I can't. Is this karma? Why do bad things happen to me on August? Why do I have to have my heartbroken again after I've picked up the pieces and glued them together only to be shattered just like that? Am I over-reacting?

I wish he could've told me when we were both online rather than leaving a message just like that. I felt betrayed. Why is it that every time I become too attached to someone, that is when he would break my heart?

So many questions in my mind, I need answers. But who should I ask? Did I do something wrong? Was it me? Will there be anything I could do to make him come back to me?