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i want you. i long for you to hold me again. i want you by my side, like the way it used to be. i want to see you smile again. you don't understand why i was so cold. you don't understand why i pushed you away when all i wanted was you to be close. i want to get a second chance. that's all i want, but you wont give it to me. why? your so distant to me. why? i want you to love me again. that's all i want, but i wont get it back, so i'll let you go. as much as it pains me to do it, i have to. i see that even if you wanted me back i wouldn't go. i wouldn't go because you cut yourself and cause yourself pain. what would you do to me then? you couldn't love me. you just couldn't.