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BEST DAY EVER!
So sauterday, guess who came all the way from washington to visit me? ERIKA!! Though we only spent a few hours together, they were pretty much the best few hours ever. It surely was one of the best days ever, compared only to the last time she was here and the day I met her =P....Im sure you can see how much I love this girl ^^. But yeah, I feel so much more closer to her now, its unbeliveable what just a few hours did for me. Im sure you remember my last entry, Erika and I wernt really seeing eye to eye, well I kinda feel like when she came that just totaly fixed things. I dont know how, but the past few days leading up to and the day she came, I have just been gettng the impression our relationship has changed a little...in a good way of course. I feel that she has gotten more attached to me, not alot more, but enough to be cute you know ^^, putting a rest to my anxieites from before, and on the other side, feel like I have been expecting less, and more laid back, you know, kind of full filling what she wanted out of the relationship too ^^
The only down side to this ( witch really inst that big of a deal ) is, I have gotten used to not seeing here, I got to a point where the distence was normal. Then to see her, and have her for me to hold......frankly she left me wanting more xp . Like I said, is not a big deal, Im sure I will get over it in a few days, but as of right now, I miss her so much. And to add to that, she is on vacation, so she isnt in direct access to a phone crying .
But anyways, it was truly amzeing, and I am totaly looking forward seeing her again. I plan to have her around much more then once every other year.....wow, to think that it had been two years since we saw eachother last, and we acted we saw eachother just the other day xp . Im so glad we wernt as shy as we were the last time, haha. I mean, I did have some shyness about be at first, but once we knda got used to eachother after about 10 or so minutes, it was like I had been with her my entire life ^^
All in all, im so glad I got to see her, I have been such a good mood ever since. And plus, I feel that it has bettered our realionship, she seems so much more connected to me, so much more intune with my feelings...its amazeing, I love this feeling, this romantic rush, its the best feeling in the world, and I am so happy that its with her ^^.
TeenageZombie547 · Tue Jul 31, 2007 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |
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