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Since i was a little girl,
i would cry
all alone,
my heart breaking inside,
hiddled in a corner next to the phone,
being scared,
that daddie would come home,
id hear screams and yelling,
theres no way telling,
whats forwards painted in tears,
for my family the end is near,
For behind the closed door,
theres something ahead,
something i cant take aneymore,
id rather be dead,
i just still cant believe,
you chose that poison over me,
laying guilt trips,
well thats how its gunna be.
thats why i dont want to be with you aneymore,
with all of your secrets behind the closed door.
you told me i was useless,
you didnt know i could run,
so thats why when i heard my stepmom scream i called 911,
it would be better if your a** was in jail,
but i guess its okay you can suffer alone,
cause i got away,
i have a new home,
no more closed doors,
still haunting screams
abuse no more,
but still horrific dreams,
of you hurting someone inside of the new me.

by: Fallen of tears ... me