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where everydays a masquerade

Just wear your smile

Man girl you look into the mirror and what do you see?
you see the same old ugly smiling straight back at me


You can wake up in the morning and feel how you wish. With your bedhead hair all messed up and the remains of last nights make-up still smeared across your face because last night was great and you never wanted to forget it so falling asleep where you stand would have made it last longer. Then you realize aw s**t im late for school.

Were you ever really there for me? I was always there for you. Always.

So i sit infront of my mirror even if your knocking at the door and waiting impatintly for me to get my 'nice' a** out for school now
Then i put on my smile
You know when your young. That budding little tyrant youngster drawing on the front table with your hands caked in playdo and your front teeth missing, and your drawing your family? or as i say the funny little stick figures
Or potato as far as dad looks like
Well when you draw the overly cheesey huge red smiles
thats what i do
I put on my smile because if i dont...
masquerade
Then i come out smily eyes and broken hearts.
best years of her life


You know when im thinking. finally alone not doing work like always do you notice...leave meOr just when i stop and look up at the sky. so beautiful Im thinking you know...used to be How it was smiles and kisses. Holding hands and playing truth or dare under the bent tree on the field.
you know the one
And only a touch will bring me back
you dont bring me back i flinch away from your scorching touch and venom...
megan...
best years of her life

man just how it used to be
masquerade
how i smiled then
how i smiled back when...