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Random nonsense and occasional delusions...


Countess Pyrotika
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11/9/06
What is that brused look in her eyes?
Is that a look of defeat?
I think she's given up.
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11/9/06
I can only cry until I can cry no more
Then all I can do Is listen
Listen to the forever echoing, the forever silent sream of my soul and heart
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11/9/06
Am I a horrible person?
I see them and they see me right?
Am I real?
To someone else, someone close
I am supposed to be a loved one right?
Someone to be loved no matter what right?
Wrong
I am hated,
Yelled at,
Bitched at,
Screamed at,
Basically told everything in the book that's offensive,
Any hateful word that has ever been used, apparently I am.
Does that someone know the way I feel?
Do they know what they are doing to me?
Do they even care?
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11/9/06
Why can't I do something about this?
For some reason I still seem to love the one person that torments me the most
For some reason I can't leave
Why?
Am I trying to prove something?
Why?
I wish I knew.
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Can you tell that 11/9/06 Was a bad day?




 
 
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