Oh the lovely lonely night here in CA, i miss everyone and wish i could just be happy for once the only time i feel happy is when i'm around ppl that care about me and i care about them, the feeling of hugs i love the feelings of being loved, now i feel like no one cares for me at all , those smiles are fake from friends they changed so much or maybe i changed ? did i change my personality did i do something wrong i no longer feel the closeness with one another.i feel distant from everybody i wonder what i did to change i can't help it am i taking a turn for the worst? All day i felt sad and filled with no hope just negative towards everyone. No phone lines are open for me to call for help no one listening for my cries i just stare at the blank computer screen hoping for somebody to talk to though no one comes , i sit here pretending to feel happy but i', not soo good night and good luck with the world cuz i think i'm finished for now
Princess Small One Community Member 
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