I tought I will write just write what is on my mind. I'm sorry if I hurt anyone by what I say or make you cry or anything.
This whole week I got off from school sucked it was my summer week my onley week. It was the worst not worst but the sucky one out of them all. First when I got out I was good I got to talk to my baby gurl who I love so much and I'm saying because I do well later on I found something about what she wanted to do and at first I was mad. Of course who will not be mad if there girlfriend wants to my something that is not bad but you know it was one night a day and plus I can't stop her from doing it because she made up her mind. Then everyone got mad at me because I said she can do what ever she wants to do I mean I can't it's her who make the coices I help her with them but I don't stop her because she is happy doing what she does. Anywho that was one thing I can think of but later on in the week I found out she got hit by a truck ok and hwo is not going to freak out about that because you are not there to stop or be by there side so yeah I freak out I mean if it was the other way around she will freak out to. Well after that I asked a question and got yelled at it for it I was just wonder I wonder how much my girl loved me I'm sorry it a bad thing to do that. Later on people thought well one person thought I didn't and was going to tell her I didn't want to go out with her anymore but that not true because I love her so much and I want to be with her 4 awhile.
Then she stop doing something for me and I didn't stop doing something in the thing so When I said i was going to stop everything I do like cutting and weed and coke and everything that will hurt me and I said I was going to but not people say I will not change and It ******** hurt to hear that no one think I can do it.
Well that all for that and I have more but that all I wanna write because the other thing are to sad to say that happened while I have been home
so thx for reading about what is on my mind
 Crazy_Skittlez · Sat Jun 16, 2007 @ 04:10am · 2 Comments |
