[[Typical Tarra]]
I am a Daughter, a sister, a Grand-Daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a little girl, and a grown teenager. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, thoughtful and hopeful. I sometimes expect too much of others and get put down becasue of it. I am sick and tired of all this. I am shy and friendly, careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard-working and determined, but scared on the inside. Sometimes I wonder that if I was to die, if I would be missed. If anyone would cry over my lifeless body. If I was to be truthfully greived about. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I do pray to God and I cry my own tears. I smile on the outside, while I slowly die on the inside. I cover up my fears because I fear I will be judged. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and swim in fire.
I am every-thing and nothing all at once. Without you I feel unwhole, and broken. But at the same time I hate the harsh reality thats its better this way. I always feel like something from me is gone. I hate how I can talk to you easily, smile at your voice, and laugh at the dumb things you do. All of it is what I hate, and what I live for . I still love you and I can't really fool myself into thinking I don't. I HATE how I keep falling for you, over and over, when I know it won't work out. Because of me. That's how it all is in the end, always.
I love the way I can feel safe and loved in your arms, being close to you. Everything seems fine, like nothing will ever change and nothing can go wrong. But when we part, theres a gloom there, a distant feeling, like your so far away but still right there. The love leaves, filling me with emptness, the worst feeling ever.
Sometimes I feel so alone even though im in a big crowd of people. I like emo music, style and ways of life but it doesn’t really control my life. There is more to me than just material things; I am a person who is very ambitious, and constantly thinking.When alone, I like to spend my time doing something random. I am adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. I have a certain recklessness that makes people very scared of me.
I love Happytreefrinds, Gir, Smiley faces =D, Pon and Zi, and most of all music. I think my favorite colors are black, purple and neon green. Oh and I have the most amazing friends immaginable.
I am every-thing and nothing all at once. Without you I feel unwhole, and broken. But at the same time I hate the harsh reality thats its better this way. I always feel like something from me is gone. I hate how I can talk to you easily, smile at your voice, and laugh at the dumb things you do. All of it is what I hate, and what I live for . I still love you and I can't really fool myself into thinking I don't. I HATE how I keep falling for you, over and over, when I know it won't work out. Because of me. That's how it all is in the end, always.
I love the way I can feel safe and loved in your arms, being close to you. Everything seems fine, like nothing will ever change and nothing can go wrong. But when we part, theres a gloom there, a distant feeling, like your so far away but still right there. The love leaves, filling me with emptness, the worst feeling ever.
Sometimes I feel so alone even though im in a big crowd of people. I like emo music, style and ways of life but it doesn’t really control my life. There is more to me than just material things; I am a person who is very ambitious, and constantly thinking.When alone, I like to spend my time doing something random. I am adventurous, always up to do the most extreme things. I have a certain recklessness that makes people very scared of me.
I love Happytreefrinds, Gir, Smiley faces =D, Pon and Zi, and most of all music. I think my favorite colors are black, purple and neon green. Oh and I have the most amazing friends immaginable.
This is me. I didnt mean to take the picture dood.
This is also me. I am a retard, hear me Roar.
I own like no one has owned before.
I thinks I'm pretty, do you?
*Sigh, me again*
Me and Garra fan215 doing our thang.
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a lot of people have been making fun of me lately.