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I was about 10 when it happened. It was all so sudden.. my sister had it and then.. she passed it on to me. At first I was crazy, trying to savage at anything with the color red, but she calmed me saying it was the first stage of becoming a vampire. That day I killed 50 innocent people, her strength wasn't enough to hold me back. I still have the guilt imprinted on me, literally. I bit my left hand, swearing not to kill another innocent person ever again. Seven years later, here I am. My sister, Anju, keeps me from trouble, taking care of me, since my parents were killed by her venom. They couldn't withstand it, but I didn't hold a grudge over Anju, she did.. the right thing. I know that sounds wrong as it is, but I can't blame her. They were on their death beds from the war that craved on throughout Canada. She didn't know what to do and she thought they would survive like she did. We moved just a few years ago, trying to get to a more rainier and shady place to live. Too much of the sun and we could've been enialated. My clan now was the Gyoukou Clan, our other members living in France, though we needed to work alone, helping anyone on the way. We were cursed, but the one that saved me has come. Right now, I'm so glad Caelan's with me. He's done so much to even be near me. I owe him so much, though he never lets me repay him. Stubborn as he is, I love him. I'd be with him an entire eternity and it still wouldn't be enough. Anju thinks it is unwise for me to be so close, so attached to Caelan, but I think I can resist his blood better than his looks. He draws me in so much sometimes that I'm afraid of hurting him, killing him. But now.. he's one of us. I don't have to worry about that stuff anymore. Though my sister was willing to put the venom in him, he wanted me to. I couldn't bear the thought of him getting hurt, but that was the only way for me to actually be with him, know that he won't leave. Even still, there is this part of me that regrets ever turning him into a.. vampire. I'm so selfish, treating him this way is so unfair to him. I almost lost him once, I never, never want to go through that again. Everything is suppose to have a happy ending, hopefully that will occur because so far it's been nothing but sorrow. Regret after regret is not that much better than revenge. At least revenge is sweet.

My dream avi:

Total Value: 106,586 Gold
Item List:
Loose Knit White Top
Lex's Blue Shorts
Black Sport Vest
Those 70s Shoes
Those Black 90s Gloves
Black Fishnet Stockings
Demonic Anklets
Flame Sword
Flame Sword
Flame Sword
Flame Sword