Let the madness ensue!

Contrary to popular belief i am not "Emo." At least not what the majority of the ignorant world considers "Emo." For the most part real emo music has been dead for several years, and what these tweenie brats call emo is nothing more then a pathetic attempt to market off of a dying and broadening genre of music. And what little bit of music they listen to that could be considered even an offshoot of the original genre is horribly twisted by their feeble minds in order to appeal towards them. Any time you hear some wannabe emo kid in eye-liner and a girl cut tell you that "OMG those lyrics are all about me, it describes how i feel all the time!" More often then not they are misinterpreting the lyrics. Emo is not about self-hatred (at least not directly) and it certainly wasn't about self-pity... and at no time was it ever ******** about cutting! Emo music was about looking inward and coming to terms with one's own fears and flaws and those of the outside world as well. It was about empowering the listener, not making them sad. So next time you see one of those wannabe emo brats, do me a favor, punch their ******** nose in!
Oh and that picture, no... i am... and never was a cutter. To be honest, i just like how incredibly shocking it is. Nothing to do with my personality, in fact, i'm a glass half-full kind of guy...
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"Blue sky to forever, The green grass blows in the wind, dancing It would be much better a sight with you, with me, If you hadn't met me, I'd be fine on my own, baby, I never felt so lonely, then you came along, So now what should I do, I'm strung out, addicted to you, My body it aches, now that you're gone, My supply fell through, You gladly gave me everything you had and more, You craved my happiness, When you make me feel joy it makes you smile, But now I feel your stress, Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, no And who has time for tears, Never thought I'd sit around and cry for your love, 'till now."
You're not here by Akira Yamaoka

"The world is rife with mistakes..."
"You people aren't even affected by seeing a person cry!"
"Everybody needs somebody to save them when they're in pain."
"A world where no one dreams and no one believes in the future. Such a world is, itself, a mistake."
~Boogiepop from Boogiepop Doesn't Smile


" 'What is this place?' Maya cried. 'This is home,' Hiroko said. 'This is where we start again.' "
~From Red Mars by Kim Stanley Robinson

"And understanding is happiness, she thought."
~From Rama Revealed by Arthur C. Clark and Gentry Lee


"I've been thinking all day, sitting by this window, remembering how the smile on your face could make me blush, and I can't comprehend how someone with your eyes could ever disappear and break your heart..."
~M by Penfold

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"I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around- nobody big I mean- except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff. I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them... I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all..."
~Holden Caulfield in The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger


"I feel your heart against mine So take a breath and close your eyes"
~A Boy Brushed Red.... Living In Black And White by Underoath


"Every time you kiss me it feels like you're making love to my heart"
~ Perishing Miles by West Memphis Three


"I won't fall in love anymore, I swear that this will be the last heartbreak.... To fall in love you have to sacrifice everything, my wish is this be the last heartbreak. Even if a cherrytree is shaken through time, the flowers will still bloom.... The pain in my chest that won't stop, the closer i want to get to you. After one rotion returning back, always grasping for the blue sky. I won't fall in love anymore, I swear that today will be the first good day. Even if a cherry tree is shaken by the wind, I'll slowly reach out my hand to you."
~ Sakura Dorappusiu By Utada Hikaru


"So love me gently with a chainsaw, And take the glass against your wrists. You know I am your worst nightmare, Oh how you love my bloody kiss. But it's time to die. You're worth more dead. So love me gently with a chainsaw (chainsaw) I'll leave you like your father did. I'll bite your lip so ********, so hard. And watch the innocence just drip Down your chest, And into my mouth!"
~Tie Her Down by Senses Fail

" hammers and nails i've used them for building my face this time tomorrow. when i see you again outside. and inside i can hide my sorrow. talking. found a way i could come back. catch your eye it's just the same as reminding me of what i wanted. tried my list of excuses. ran outside lost in pain. put it on turn up the music. laugh and laugh about how lost i was. it's what you are my friend. things change you know. don't stand around and wait. take a step. one more step. don't fall down. balance now. there's no denying this is what you are"
~ Dreamland by The Appleseed Cast


"But in the morning, on the sober dawn of Sunday... You're not sure what you have done. Who told you love was fleeting? Sometimes men can be so misleading to take what they need from you. ... Whatever you need to make you feel like you've been the one behind the wheel. The sunrise is just over that hill, The worst is over. Whatever I said to make you think that love's the religion of the weak.. This morning we love like weaklings. The worst is over. The worst is over."
~A Gentleman Caller by Cursive

"wheels turn crush me I am the machine heaven helps those who forget to dream I see a spark great is what we are eyes towards my reward compensated for I am no-one I am nothing mold me make me into something you find worth in deem special I am no-one I am nothing and I'm sure i'll remember the love this brings me the love this brings me by the glass cuts on my feet fate damns/guides me into life's fear and shame bully me into submission it's the only thing that keeps me sane I will never break free I don't want to break free comfort in my torture there must be reward I sold myself out to you you told me that you were truth use me as your new disease I just need to please I live die kill just for you my self esteem I remove cut me and bleed me dry I can serve just let me try mold me into what you want me to be I can't stand this I feel removed I feel remorse for my understanding take me change me into something."
~Vehicle by Boy Sets Fire