Corey called me Lorraine today.
I'm so pissed.. biggrin I know were not together but still! That's uncalled for.
I was kinda thankful my wii's internet wasn't working... though... the day before that I was reliving the past with Mackenzie. I know she wasn't around, and I know I've told her the story before but.. It's just a great memory how I met Corey and those first few months getting to know him... They were great.
Life seems so much more complicated now....
I dyed my hair.... It's blond on top and black underneath. And I got contacts. I look so different now.
I feel like a new person... is it normal? To change some parts of your apperance and then wish you could start over as a new person? With a new personalaty and everything? In a new place. New people. New.. Family...?
Ah..... Oh well. I'll just focus on my back-up dream.
I'll save up some money and open up a bakery like the Furukawa Bakery on Clannad. ^-^
Hmmm.... Well. Good luck, with your dreams. Have a back up, just incase.
Lol yeah it's amazing.. Kitti gave me the shittiest answer. Ever. Corey wanted to know why she was still mad at him so I asked her, and she told me "He's a meanie"
She broke up with him because of all the same reasons she didn't like him in the first place. And that really pisses me off, because for a little bit after they broke up I was freaking out.
I wanted them back together, I didn't want him to be single. Because if he was I'd knew I'd do this. And I didn't want to, but now that I'm here I don't think I can turn back :/
My metaphorical world is damaged again. I had it all cleaned up and I had all the doors locked, then they broke up and curosity got the best of me, I wanted to know if he'd let me back in his life, maybe if I told him how I felt? That I seriously love him. Not some petty "love" but, Love. Y'know? That special love you think you'll never feel, and it seems to surreal but when you feel it... You never want to let it go, it feels so warm.
Ugh, then she tells me her reasons and I was like "wtf? b***h." and yeah.. it all went downhill.
I avoid counsellors razz They make me cry... XD
They know how to dig their nails into your mind and claw out what their looking for, the stuff you don't want to tell strangers, and sometimes, the things you just can't tell anyone, not even friends, or family.
I've got a lot of secrets from my family and I can't let a counsellor get to that.. or they'll tell my family. And whats the point of all my hard work then?
Well, whatever razz I'll rant anyways. With my wii. XD
Corey and kitti are done, I'm trying my hardest to get him back, next year I'm moving out, and I'm gonna go get him :3 It's gonna be pretty epic.
Life has been decent xD I have to learn how to drive a standard this weekend X.x
awww D;
Lol I came on to read this right before bed, and I was like "it's probably gonna be a freakin novel..." and it was.
Lol.
Magic..
I got a red deck.Pure red.Love it.
My dad has blue/white and a green/black O.o so yeah I know what you're talking about.
I use to have red/white but not enough damage! D< I'm all about the hits. The more creatures I got the safer my charge up cards are... which means, more damage when it's needed! biggrin
Lol. My strategies are ********.
I didn't get my mom anything for valenties day... That's my dad's job (and god did he do good. He got her a louie viton (I dunno who to spell it) purse... it's a designer purse. a friggin designer purse.)
I'm going to Sephora tomorrow (makeup store) they got me a birthday present <3 Lol it's pretty cool when a store gets you a present for your birthday.. biggrin
I need a job... but I need good grades too XD so I gotta remember to bring stuff home but I don't, cause I'm too focused on leaving after school to remember to grab stuff.... Dx
Damn me~ D:
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