About
Welcome to my profile. I’m not sure what I can say about myself that is very worth saying, but here goes.I joined Go-Gaia in 2003, which is forever ago. I remember that there was a place you could post to find a boyfriend or a girlfriend. We only had three shops, two map pages, and a few other things. I can even remember when the devil tail only cost 14k, and it took forever to get that much to buy it. I have all the monthly collectibles from 2004 and on, but they are on my other account. I took a hiatus from Gaia and gave all my good items to my second personality’s account. Now I’m back and need to build up this account again since Ryan isn’t giving my stuff back. I’m mostly on here to chat, not roleplay, so quit messaging me to start one.
I am genderfluid. Somedays I am a girl, while other days I am a boy, and somedays, I just am. I am demisexual, so I must build a close connection with someone before being in a relationship with them. I am also graysexual, which means I’m not always interested in sex. There’s probably only one person I would sleep with, and she’s not on this site anymore.
I am in my 30’s. I was born on October 6th, 1987, at 12:31. Funny story, the day I was born, my mom’s doctor went to McDonald’s for lunch right when my mom went into labor, so the joke is that I wanted a happy meal. I loved happy meals as a kid, which is where the joke comes from.
I am 5 ft 4.5 inches (163.83 cms). I am very tubby, but I’m working on losing weight. The goal is to get to 170lbs (77.11 kgs), but that’s a long way away. I was born blond, then my hair changed to brunette in high school, and now it’s dyed purple. I have hazel eyes, which are green that fade into a brown and a golden color. I have red lips that are misshapen. I put my front teeth through my bottom lip on the left side, leaving me with a giant bump. I have a small nose, which flairs when I’m mad, then it’s really big. I wear glasses most of the time. I can KINDA see without them, but only close up. I gauged my ears when I was in high school, but I’ve let them close. Now my lobes have small permanent holes in them.
I lived in Utah when I was very little but moved to Montana when I was 8. When I first told people online that I was from Montana, people asked if we rode horses everywhere. Now when I tell people that I’m from Montana, they mostly don’t know where it is. I live in the largest city in Montana, like a large New York City neighborhood. We are usually one of the last states to get something. We just got Planet Fitness and Five Guys. We have deer that live near downtown, mountain lions that come into town, and bears on the outskirts of town. We also have all kinds of farms and farm animals within city limits. That’s Montana for you. We have four seasons like everywhere else, but we just call them Road Construction, Almost Winter, Winter, and Still Winter. It can snow any time from September to July. Again, that’s Montana for you.
I have a second personality who is also on this site. We are both very protective of each other. He came into existence when I was going through a hard time during high school. He started as my online persona when I thought I was transgender. However, he became a full-blown personality in 2005. We are usually active simultaneously, but there are times when only one of us is active. He is my support, and I am his support.
Besides D.I.D, I have many other mental health conditions like bipolar, borderline personality disorder, and anxiety, just to name a few. I have extreme social phobia in real life, so working a job impossible. I’m on disability because of it. I can rarely go anywhere without a support person, aka my mom or my bestie. I also have a health condition called pseudotumor cerebri, which is why I’m trying to lose weight. The condition causes me to produce too much spinal fluid, and that build-up causes pressure on my brain and optic nerves. I could’ve gone blind if it weren’t for my shunt. I had my first placed in 2014, then had it replaced in 2020. But due to several issues, I had 7 surgeries to correct my shunt. 5 times to fix it because the catheter came out, 1 to put a siphon in there to slow the draining, and 1 to tie it off because it was still over draining despite the siphon. My condition is under control right now, but I’m working hard to lose weight because it will go away if I lose a bunch of weight. I also have chronic migraines on top of this, so I get a monthly shot, 32 botox shots every 3 months, and two doses of medication to control it.
I would love to get back into studying and working with the dead. I used to work at a funeral home doing odd jobs. I was a volunteer, but my boss called me his intern – even though I never went to school to learn how to work at a funeral home. I had to quit working at the funeral home due to various health reasons. I have always loved the idea of death. I would never kill myself, even though I was very suicidal when I wasn’t taking my medicine. I think about death a lot. I’m usually studying death. I would love to become a full-time mortician, but I doubt that will ever happen.
I spend most of my time hanging out with my mom and kinda my dad. We watch tv together as a family. Of course, we are all on our own devices while watching tv together. Once my dad goes to sleep, me and my mom watch out shows or movies together. My parents also watch me play video games. It has become a family tradition for them to watch me play all the Legend of Zelda games you can play on the tv. I like playing RPGs game. My favorite series are Legend of Zelda, Kingdom Hearts, Final Fantasy, Tales sage, Harvest Moon/Story of Season, and Ruin Factory. I also spend time working on my art. My second personality runs a shop on here that I do most of the graphics for. I mean, he helps, but I do most of the work. He runs it because I was on hiatus. Now I’m too lazy to make a shop of myself. I like swimming and hiking, but that’s about it when it comes to sports. I’m not very outdoories. I love driving my Mini Cooper, which was my dream car! Except driving it in the winter here is impossible because it only has 5 inches of clearance, and the snow is usually higher than that.
Well, that’s everything that I can think of. Thanks for reading my about section!
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Love is a finicky thing, and a fickle feeling, be one monogamous or polyamorous, all one can do is let their heart tell them, and to support their loved one, even if that means not with them.
I love when injuries and ailments magically heal, especially just before an appointment that was made to clear through things.
Ah, I recall them pushing on me the prior year about figuring out if I had any benefits from my father's passing several years ago. They said if it succeeded it would give me an extra 20 a month, but as told prior, it was not to be. Though the other side of it was that they said I had to pursuit it, or I would lose my SSI entirely. I hope on your side success though, as it would help you out a lot.
I am hopeful that your trip is more than just yours goes towards it.
Facebook would take a lot of moderation to make sure the facts you learn are genuine.
I am sorry you are accident prone Nezumi, its not fun.
You cannot help what your heart wishes for, no more than you can help what her own heart wishes for. What will happen, will happy, but if she does, you can provide your love free of charge, and support if needed, and look out when needed.
I hope the Doctors can provide relief and idea of what is going on.
The beach can be romance, could be fun, could be a project to clean, or a place to observe. Depends on why one seeks the beach. For me it is heat and sunlight, with solace in the waves.
You are right about why the sharks go for them, but I am sorry you two are accident prone, and I hope you have the ability to win back your bestie.
I wish you did not have to go through pain, and that the way to handle pain was not so painful.
Sorry, had to be randomly poetic. That being said you are right on it being romantic. Oh and most sharks are not likely to go after humans unless they are injured, or there is something wrong with the shark. Still caution on going too far out if you do not have proper watch is not bad. Good reason to go to the beach though if she has never gone.
I am sorry about your pains though Nezumi, I know what it is like to have pains, and trying to figure out the source and how to deal with them. I do feel better that it is the normal level though, but I wish you could experience less pain over all.
I am glad to hear that your pain is lower today, Nezumi.
I have only been to San Fran once, but I did spend a few months in Sacramento. It was not bad. I do dislike being
in a food deadzone, but not much I can do about it as is what it is. Still odd as we live in a touristy area, and yet
the food is so limited.
I am glad Ice was helping.
We live in what is considered a food dead zone, as most good food places are not around here, so we have to make do with which ones are.
I wish your pain would die down, but I understand.
I am sorry it hurts so much, but at least it shows it still has sensation, ne?