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I am a walking caution sign, I can trip over nothing, choke on air, say ow and not actually be hurt. It's just me. I'm a real b***h, but I’ve tried to change that, but I don’t really want to anymore, because I’m tired of wanting to change for other people. If someone likes me, they like my bitchy side for what it is, and don’t have a problem with my attitude, sarcastic humor, or overly flirty nature. I'm into video games, reading, watching movies, curling up in a blanket on the couch, staying up all night long, singing, and of course eating Chinese take out and pizza. My life revolves around food, and I can’t stop eating anything, people wonder how I stay so sickly skinny. They assume I binge/purge, and they assume wrong—so ******** them. I can be a total pervert, but in a good way that cracks everyone up. But you’ll only see that part of me if you decide to perk up and talk to me, and I decide to talk back. I get into these “I-Hate-The-World” moods, and maybe it’s because things are kinda shitty in life right now, but I learn to live with it. I have a pretty sick personality, where I’ll laugh when people get hurt, and have been known to egg people on just to see if they’ll hit me. But on a lighter note, I like to rock out to music all the time, (Miley Cyrus, Taylor Swift, Lady Gaga, Shania Twain, Alanis Morisette), my music tastes vary from country, to techno, then back over again to rock. I don’t really like rap, but I can tolerate it. I’m not athletic really, but I’ve done volleyball and soccer, though I stopped, and just focus on bowling now. I’ve tried my hand at skateboarding, and surfing, but have yet to jump on a snowboard. I don’t like talking on the phone, and listening to people talk about themselves, because that’s what it’s all about. Has anyone ever called you and said, “I just wanted to say hi!” someone who you weren’t dating, just a friend. Probably not, but maybe you have. I’ve never gotten a call like that at least. I’m a bitter person when it comes to relationships, because my first boyfriend used me, and my second boyfriend I rushed into it before thinking. I also don’t like being tied down and labeled as a girlfriend. I’d like to be my flirty, lazy self, and not have to worry about anniversaries or being late for a date, and that bull. I’d just like someone to cuddle, a person I could talk to and be myself around, go to bawling my eyes out and be comforted first and asked questions later. Now that would just be nice doncha think?A lot of the times I let my emotions make my decisions, which gets me into fights with my best friend all the time. And it royally sucks/Y'know? I am a very envious person and have a low self-esteem. If someone tells me I'm beautiful my immediate reaction is to say thank you, but underneath it all I can't help but think they're lying just to be nice. I can't open up easily to people, and I don't like my past, or where my future's headed (aka nowhere). I'm only eighteen. And I'm scared to see where I'll be in ten years, because college, is so frightening, and I think I'm not going to succeed, instead I'll just ******** up, like my brother...If you sat through all that. question your sanity.And if there's anything else you wanna know just ask me ‘kay?
Registered: 06/17/2007
Gender: Female
Location: Earth
Occupation: Bum
This is... My Journal. DUH!
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Hope you had a great time at Bamboozle. Call me and tell me how you got high ;D
I'll call you haha
But message me with your number, love
My old phone broke, got really ******** up.
And I lost all my numbers