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I'm Stephaniie, I'm 13. My label, well I guess you could label me Goth no I don't look goth but goth isn't and style its a genre of music. I don't claim to be different I'm just another piece of flesh decaying in this bitter world. I hate humans the discusting creators that only take take take and destroy they're pitful lives. I hate mostly everything possible not live but other things. I love my music its my life without it I wouldn't survive. My few favorite bands are Alien sex Fiend, Sex gang Children, Sisters of mercy, Siouxsie and the banshees, Clan of Xymox, Faith and the Muse, Lacuna Coil, Bauhaus, Joy Division, Ehco and the Bunnymen, Bella Morte, Boy George, David Bowie, The Cult, The Cure, Fear Cult, Combichrist, Specimen and more but my god I could go on forever. I like sports mostly the agressive ones like Rugby and Football, though Track&Field is fun too. I've had suicide problems before, but I'm better now. If your gonna ask what happened to make you so depressed well the answer is noting why I'll explain. I have something called a Chemical Depression its not your average depression. Like most depressions are because you lost your family.stress something or other agree? Well anyways mine is where theres nothing wrong your perfectly happy but your mood can drop so much that you feel like killing yourself. Anyways its because theres this certain chemical in your brain that helps ragulate your mood and keep it balanced, but when your brain does not produce enough you become depressed for no reason at all. But I take medicine now so its slowly getting better. I'll answer these questions before their asked. Yes I have cut, I have attempted suicide yes the hospital is my second home because I'm constantly there in metal health for suicide drugs acohal and such. I'm not proud of what I've done but I'am not ashamed either. I think it takes guts and courage to live but to die it takes nothing. You could die any day but to live you can only live once.
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This decaying body of mine.
I'm in pain and only myself to blame.
Only if I hadn't said I were fine.
I'd still be here for all time.
But thats just the,
Art of Suicide.