About
<3 Kitty foreverI'm a soccer loving gamer from the south.
Gonna be going to college soon, but super immature.
Listen to mostly alternative music.
I've got ADD and am hyper most of the time.
Pets are cool, my girl is hot, and life is fun.
Ohh yeah and I like religious/philosophical stuff and Anime!!!!!
So yeah that was me for the longest time:
simplistic defining words, categorized interests and labels.
But really these labels, no matter how much I may like them, are nothing more than reassuring thoughts. These are not the words that accurately define the person I was or the person I am now.
Many things have happened over the last few years. I believe that despite pain, drama and tragedy have a way of bringing people to a greater sense of self realization, and suffering allows us to better appreciate true bliss. In this way it is my memories both good and bad that make up who I am; It is memories that allow me to define my purpose and the reason for my own existence.
My memories are precious. You can come to your own conclusions and define me without knowing all of my background, and that's fine. Cogito ergo sum, and I'm not really sure if I even know how to define myself. But my memories and the little mementos are fragile, and they serve as my inspirations. Perhaps if I get to know you and like you, I may share some of my memories(unlikely ;P). Anyway here are just some of my general views, so you can decide if you want to talk or not.
I grew up in a fundamental Catholic home. Naturally, it took me a while to begin questioning the religious ideas, which were pretty much crucified into my head. Although theology is beautiful in the respect that it gives people hope, it can be brainwashing.
I empathize with Christians who believe in the tolerance and love taught by Jesus in the gospels; however, I do not expect the love of a dead man to save my life. It is the love and compassion that is embedded in the heart of the girl I care about most that has been my saving grace for the last few years. If I could save everyone I would, but just to truly save one person... that would be everything to me.
I'm sort of an idealist. I feel that people are detained and limited less by natural laws and social stigmas, and more by an exiguity of dreams and beliefs.
Truthfully everyone is looking for something (subconsciously perhaps) or striving to maintain what they have already found; this "thing" differs from person to person. It is my own personal belief that humans should become more accepting in order to better facilitate one another to fulfill our unique destinies. We must not judge others, so that they can have full opportunity to fill our needs and obtain teleos (Greek word for completion or perfection)
If our society truly wishes to obtain a state of harmony, we must not be afraid of persecution. The standard path (whatever is expected by society, family, etc) may for some be idealistic; however, expectations should not define our reality. Reality is defined by the individual. Although you may disagree with me, I have decided to believe there is a purpose in every individuals existence. Fate and destiny have something to do with that purpose, but we are also carving and reshaping the hand we are dealt with every decision, every action, and every execution of our own "free will".
Despite religion, education, and cultural norms, people still have the responsibility to embrace their own moralistic viewpoints and innate beliefs. You can not follow a teacher blindly and expect to reach the destination you desire. Not every destination is intertwined and yet some are.
Someone once told me, "If fate is set in stone, break the stone." I don't think there has ever been another piece of advice that I have found quite as beautiful as that one, but I digress.
Info:
-Not single. I'm taken by
her and always will be.
-I love to write poems, songs, and short stories.
-Dramatic films and movies rock my socks. There is a certain kind of beauty in sadness, especially when passion and emotions overcome the things that suck.
-I'm kinda moody. I can be a cynic a*****e, depressed, or happy and hyperactive at random. I've been told that I'm probably bipolar, but I refuse to get diagnosed with a disorder or take medication. You have been warned! >.<
-Although I value memories and moments, my short term memory sucks. lols
-I love playing soccer, videogames, games in general, and I luv kitty cats.
-I like to help people with problems and try not to judge.
-I like gifts, signs, and presents. I am kind of greedy and selfish…um donations? =^-^=
-I'm argumentative and loyal to a fault. Once I make up my mind about something or someone, it's almost impossible for me to change it.
-I'm pretty blunt. I respect honesty, and like people who speak their minds.
-I need to update my interests, media preferences, and what not. Ask me about it, or yell at me for being lazy!
If there was anything else I was going to say I think I forget.
Much love to all. If you need anything at all(or just want to talk), feel free to pm or comment.
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