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"Monsterous reflection, I'll always have it"

I stand in the bathroom,
studying the mirror.
For what's that dark figure I see,
staring back at me?
I don't reconize it,
not one small bit.
But if it's a mirror,
shouldn't that person be thee?
All I know is that it's a monster,
and craves for blood.
It's eyes are cold,
and body pale.
Hey,
shine the light more, I think I can tell...
It's me,
the monster I now reconize.
But somehow,
it's to no surprise.
I hate my reflection,
I think I'm going to smash it.
Throw the monster away,
though I'll always have it...
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"Illusions and Nightmares"

She sits and hides,
in her room she cries.
Cradling a withered rose to her chest,
memories flood her mind.
Tucked away,
in the back of her head.
Nightmares lurk,
arousing what was pronounced dead.
Illusions dance in her eyes,
producing images that are unclear lies.
She's going insane,
the pressure building up in her brain.
Angst courses through her veins,
overtaking her life's flame..
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"Compliment The Sorrows"

So to compliment the sorrows,
I won't wake up tomorrow.
I've cried ten thousand tears,
in the time of less than a year.
You picked me up,
then threw me down.
Cracking my heart,
when I hit the ground.
You left me bleeding,
internally forever.
Now I'm wondering what would it be like,
if we were still together.
It's such a silly thought,
I know.
The false epiphany,
turned my skin icy as snow.
For I know it wouldn't happen,
cause love's just the hurtful show.
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"Redemption?"

She's right now,
without a heart.
Desolated in a world of emotions,
drowning in pain,
it's wider than the ocean.
She was attacked,
a parasite that lapsed.
Freezing her blood,
cracked and mistreated.
She fell from the wings of redemption,
never could she return.
She fell from the love of a grace,
knowing it was her sin,
they tasted with hate.
She stood there,
falling apart.
Blood no longer flowing,
to a shattered heart
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"Demerol (Pain Killer)''

In a corner she sits,
singing herself to sleep.
She's wrapped is so many promises,
no one seems to keep.
As loving as her heart is,
she can't seem to bypass pain.
Her peers seem to purposefully strike her down,
laugh as she emotionally drowns.
She lays in the grass,
looking up at the sky and thinking if this'll pass.
She needs alcohol,
maybe mix it a bit with Demerol.
Maybe it'll take her pain away,
Knock her out and down at least for a day.
Baby, it's a pain killer,
it better do it's job all the way...
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"Pull The Card From Your Sleeve"

Can you smell the wicked in the air?
Pull the card from your sleeve,
I'm sick and tired of the tricks.
Just freakin' leave.
You know my past,
and that I'm as useful as broken glass.
Honey I'll make you bleed,
leave you dead on your doorstep.
Laugh as your parents grieve.
I'm in middle lane of angst and depair.
Whether I'll actually kill you,
or just sit in my room and stare.
You know the drill.
Break me.
Hate me.
Then make me whole.
You're no Romeo,
and I'm not longer this perfect Juliet.
Cut me open,
take a glance at my heart.
It'll show you the bruises,
I let you start.
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Those are just some poems I've written, I don't know if you like them or not, I hope you do. Uhm, I have more poems written on a 'site called "poems-and-quotes.com" and here's my URL for the site: http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/author.html?id=328779 .

Always, my name is Tiffy and I'm kinda boyish but girlyish at the same time. Like for example, I'll look all nice (Make-upwise) then go over to my friends house to mosh pit while blaring some Norma Jean or I Am Ghost. I can be a very fun person when I want to be. I am a very good listener and try to give the best advice I can. I am a risk taking person so no need to ask "Are you sure?" If we go and do something stupid as hell because I'll just say "yes". There's the catch to my personality, though. Whatever you do to my, I'll do right back to you. If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you. If you're mean, I'll be mean, too. Simple.

Music is my L.I.F.E. I cannot live without it, I'll have a breakdown if I can't hear music. I have many favorite bands. Some examples are: Miss May I, Asking Alexandria, Oceano, ADTR, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Us, From Outside, Twiztid, ICP, Dark Lotus.