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MONKEYS!!!!!!! Despise the fact i am a monkey from the chinese zodiac. I am nutty and pretty easy to get along with unless u make fun of my friends then i get mad. scream But other than that i am a good girl. blaugh My friends r my family.

A Half- Glass View
I stare into a mirror in hopes to see my face
But to my suprise a groteque vision is in its place.
Is this how I truly am or is this how everything has made mne.
An ugly beast that was awakened by my screaming
The insides of my heart are being torn apart
Im surprised I have anything left
As I gaze at myself with tears in my eyes my legs begin to give in
I feel as if I've been shot
A bullet through my plastic heart

Im crying aloud screaming inside
I cant hide what i feel anymore
Everyone stares at the ground their ears plugged
They dont wish to hear my disturbing sounds
They're lives are almost complete
Their hearts are whole and not bleeding
Their cold stares pierce me so
Like a Sword stabbed through my so called "selfish" heart

I break the mirror with my bare hands
Blood trickling from the glass that dug itself deep into my fists
I cry alot but not for that
Was that image of me real?
I cant bear to imagin what had happend to make me so ugly
Is it myself or everyone else that tormented me so badly
I place my wounded hand on my chest to cover a bloodied heart-shaped wound
I feel like I've got shot
A bullet through my glass heart

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Kinokuniya

Report | 05/22/2009 4:19 pm

Kinokuniya

Nothing much. What has been so boring?
Kinokuniya

Report | 05/02/2009 6:25 pm

Kinokuniya

lol What's been up?
Kinokuniya

Report | 04/19/2009 6:42 pm

Kinokuniya

lol XD
Kinokuniya

Report | 02/28/2009 12:08 pm

Kinokuniya

That's very true. I think I will soon
Kinokuniya

Report | 02/03/2009 5:07 pm

Kinokuniya

lol Yes
Kinokuniya

Report | 01/27/2009 1:29 pm

Kinokuniya

Good, tired, and busy =P
Kinokuniya

Report | 01/24/2009 5:06 pm

Kinokuniya

Hey. What's up?
xX_HUsTL3 BuNnii3_Xx

Report | 11/02/2008 7:47 am

xX_HUsTL3 BuNnii3_Xx

where u at ?.?



T.T



so lonely ..
Kinokuniya

Report | 10/31/2008 4:13 am

Kinokuniya

It's not your fault. Besides, I still like how I got two from you =)
Frozen_in_thought

Report | 10/19/2008 6:31 pm

Frozen_in_thought

new pro Brit

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Hm and to think people think I'm weird!! @_@