You win some, & you lose some. I mean, You can't dwell on the past forever. Not entirely saying you can't have those moments when memories tend to arise. But your history should not be a reason to stand still, but better yet be your reason to move forward (note to self: get that trademarked). I shock myself constantly, so spontaneous that its almost predictable. But I don't, in any way, feel entitled to please you or the people you please. But I may want to, for no reason at all. I don't view life optimistically, nor pessimistically, but much rather in a realistic view. People die, people live. The unforgiving truth, both equal and opposing. Inevitability, I'm an insomniac. I spend hours on end, just staring at the clock during the night. I have visions of becoming someone, or something known to people, but not just for music, movies, tv, or art. I want to be known for the words that I speak. I want to be independent, but secure with someone by my side. The worse thing about being alone, is feeling alone when people surround you. So hey. I'm Isabelle. Just Isabelle. Know me. Don't know what you think you know about me.
* Ornithophobia. Beach Bum. Proudly Sober. Actor. Costumer. Attempting Herbivore. Sweet&Spicey. Pisces. Antagonistic. Impulsive. Theatre. The Arts. French American. Nudity. Laughter. Social Butterfly. Mania. Zombies. Revolution. Pin-Up. Snuggie. The Birds and The Bees. Arts and crafts. Natural. Music. Dance. Expression. Life.
" nobody controls me. i'm uncontrollable. the only one who can control me is me ..and that's just barely possible. " - John Lennon
ahh ******** thee important sounding about me. im isabelle. almost seventeen. i hate greeetings. talk to me like youve known me forever .