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Fodlan

Report | 06/26/2022 8:13 am

Fodlan

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Lady MJ

Report | 06/25/2022 11:20 pm

Lady MJ

heart Rox Sauce you really didn't have to send me a gift xd heart But thank you sweet thing heart
Matt

Report | 06/25/2022 4:16 pm

Matt

Good, 'cause Ima ugly cry over your jacket or something. Actually no that's mean. I'll cry over my cat or in the bathroom regretting eating expired editables.

I got you on there. If I can get any of my items to sell. Used to be so much easier back then, now its nearly impossible. I may have somethin random or two but a lot of my stuff is ~2017? I think. Not really the greatest looking stuff back then still, working on it! When your Zack is complete, I'd love to see it. smile

Gotcha, I'll throw an add to your mule. If I ain't here, probably ~ work, maybe the gym but I'm not gonna lie, probably not, drunk, passed out, or gaming. Or rarely going out to other people's places to play games there. Or sleeping, could be that too.

Ah okay! not gonna lie, that actually sounds like fun to play. The other games on here ehhh, not as appealing as I thought they would be but that certainly does perk my interests. What was the aquarium game that this place used to have.. it was like two words. God, I can't remember it. Used to make my money on that when I was really into Gaia. It was like bubbles you had to catch and you had a minute to do it. So many sleepless nights playing it. And jigsaw. I originally came back because I've been in a wanting-to-build-a-puzzle mood but lmao. RIP Flash. Downloaded their thingymabob but can't get it to work. I'll check it out again eventually.

Ah, never thought of that. ... I do have a lot of things plugged into two power brick thingys. Like main PC/Xbox on one. Switch/PS4/TV on another. And vice versa. The worse is when it's storming. I had a friend who had thunder/lightning cross his path while we were playing and it fried two of his monitors. Now anytime it rains I unplug everything. Good thing where I'm at, there's been a drought for many many years. Can't let people inside of here either. :') Too many clothes/random stuff on the ground. But as I mentioned earlier, I know where everything is!

HAHAHA, Oh no!! I'm so sorry that happened to you! That really does sum up dumblr HAHA. I had like almost 1k followers but I was a random video game blog who was into random a** stuff. Then I had RP blogs and never bothered to log back on after a while. I miss that stuff. RP is also something I miss doing.

Oh gosh same. And I remember putting smutty stuff under read mores HAHA. Yeah these fancy new styles and that, while gorgeous to look at scares me. Could never do it myself.

The best one, NICE. I grew up playing that on my original PS1. I was so bad at it though, I had to use Gameshark to live passed the uh,. .. god what was the name of the area. I think it was Alchemy Laboratories or something like that. It was right after you enter the castle for the first time. Had bad timing then, and still do now. Oh, I think I've seen Bloodstained before. I didn't bat an eye to it but I do enjoy indie games.

Oh no no, it may get confused with that. I know which one you're talking about. It was like.. . B... b something. Google search time. OH. BOKTAI. Thought it was gimmicky but my brother liked it.

Enjoy your good! And as long as you're having fun, no need to apologize. smile

I certainly will AHHH. I am so in love with it though. GOSH I miss tektek. It was much easier to use than this freaking dream avatar thing gaya has.




Matt

Report | 06/25/2022 2:57 pm

Matt

No way, thank you for generously donating the items! I'm gonna ugly cry instead of my usual work cry, haha.

Yes! You let me know something you want that you can't get just yet and I'll do my best to provide! I used to do the same, but then I realized I was putting in waaay too much money so had to cut back. No worries there!
What's a lake kindred. ... hmmm. ... My have stuff has changed on here and I'm a big ol' dummy.

Exactly. They really gatta tickle my fancy for me to reach out other than a ayo how you doin', HAHA. But also learning of new people is great too!

Min-maxing does the same for me but either I go for minutes at time. ... or hours... sometimes days. There is no in between.
Do they really?? And here I'm buying stuff at full price but abusing my discounts. Adding that to my list of stuff. Wonder if they sell League cards for cheap too. :^) Five bucks tho is five bucks, can't complain. Rather save that than a measly 1.50.

Hey same here! Mine is like a zoo but I know where everything is. I don't even wanna check behind or under my computer desk/tv. Too many wires everywhere. But everything is (mostly) connected and sure damn well works. The annoying part is trying to keep it tidy. I try, for like an hour. Then bye bye, it has a random new home on the ground.

That is ******** HILARIOUS, HAHA. Kinda sounds like a Fall Out Boy song title. I remember seeing those types of memes on twitter and tumblr. It's been a minute.

! Lemme know which ones you're playing! Some are hit or miss but everyone has a different liking and style to them. I bought the castlevania advance collection on my switch. Meant to try the other ones other than Aria of Sorrow and darn. My hand slipped and we're playing it again.

There's this Game Boy Advance series I adored growing up named Golden Sun that had a lot of locations/lands/etc inspired by real world stuff. I'll have to play that again for the millionth time.

Hey, I'm doing much better now- thanks for asking! smile It's still hot as s**t but I got some ice and a fan on me. Tonight is going to cool down again, not too many weather related complaints here. And today is probably the first day in about week where I haven't seen wildfire smoke. About time. How are you!? How's your day going, did you eat anything delicious that wasn't upsetting? Any process in any game(s)?

I love love love love it and I really wanna pay you back. PLEASE let me know if there's something you want I will be happy to give.




Matt

Report | 06/25/2022 1:39 pm

Matt

I try to exercise in the heat but that requires me driving to the gym and sometimes, there are days where I don't wanna drive nor go but there goes my money. Monthly, floating away. I really should start going back but it cuts into gaming. Ah, damn. Oh man, I'd help out if I were to see that happen in front of me. Always have water in my car, gatorade too.

I'm on the same boat, but due to food allergies. But I tell myself we're going to die eventually so why not enough a bit of x or x? Drinking tho, ugh. I felt like death yesterday. Couldn't sit up for more than five-six hours. Went straight to bed early. I'm feeling better now, much better but I still have a heavy-pit feeling on my chest. Must be the regret, who knew we had feelings.

I tend to do that more at work, HAHA! It's also to have my co-workers laugh at our dull experience working but whatever passes the time! I never did do the arms behind head thing though, at least. ... not in public. In private, yes. Like when I'm about to fall asleep, haha.

Yep, probably the reason why I don't really reach out to people. If they need me, they know where to find me. Given I'll help them or not. That tracks. DAMN these emotions! Let me be hardcore anry nerd, not this crybaby who recently put on old cutscenes of a particular ps1 game and started cryin' 4 no reason 'cause mega ******** drunk. :^))))

Venus owes me a hundy then. Actully no, someone really needed it and I didn't wanna be a d**k and not give it to 'em. There goes my extra funding for the food ima need this week. Cannot WAIT for this stay-cation.

Darn, I'll have to get it eventually. Min-maxing is satisfying imo but a total time waster too. Actually, Amazon is where I picked up FFVIIR for mega cheap. I was going to go with my local game retailer since someone gifted me a gift card to 'em last year. Then I tried my job, then I had one of those 'compare x to amazon' things pop up and uh, yeah. I'll take paying 27 usd instead of 56 usd over anything any time any day. I need to play my switch more anyway. I hardly play anything on it, and I think the last thing I was actually playing was FFVII. ....... but because I didnt bring my xbox/laptop and I was sleeping over.

OH I LOVE THAT MEME. It's almost like & Knuckles, HAHAHA. Hmmm, may have to look up gameplay instead. Difficult s**t is difficult easily frustrates me. Like how Konami ******** nerfed an item in Castlevania HD on ps3/xbox 360 and I didn't play the game for ten years. ... Until fairly recently.

AH okay! Kinda like Castlavania Aria of Sorrow. It's similar in concept but a bit different. That's pretty neat then, I'll check it out for sure! I believe I have a niece who's really into those games. Whenever I see her next I'll ask.

Oooh, you mean that of artist LOL. I was also thinking musical artist but that makes sense! Not all can be pleased but I'm sure both are incredible in their own ways.

No need to apologize. smile I love those kind of topics too, something being related and or inspired by that type of stuff. Although more of a fan of when its based off of a location/land/name/etc.

Yes yes yes yes all of this! I loved seeing Sector Seven from above and below at eye level. The detailing is gorgeous, although I could do without the voice acting but modern games, hurr durr. I need to finish FFVIIR but I can't be bothered to reach for the controller. It's in arms reach, but I have to use my hdmi switcher from xbawkx to ps4. Then unplug and replug my capture card.

darn you gaya and your limits. I enjoy talking to you though so far, please continue. Insert of a 'kawaii' text face here.




Matt

Report | 06/25/2022 1:12 pm

Matt

!! Hooly s**t! You didn't have to do this. gonk Oh man, please let me know what I can do to repay you! Any items or GC items. You're too kind!!
I'd give ya a virtual hug, but ya know. hugs are for non-edgy people.




Fodlan

Report | 06/25/2022 6:20 am

Fodlan

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Matt

Report | 06/24/2022 4:34 pm

Matt

I had to lie down. Couldn't eat my hawaiian, felt like vomiting after two bites. Stomach is starting to settle down but damn this heat. Too hot to do anything but too bored NOT to do anything.

I had a phase like that in school too! Used to throw my arms behind me but it looked ridiculous. Did it for a week and my noodle arms forgave myself eventually. We love edgy characters. They're relatable and I love to pick at their personalities. I need to write ff again, loved doing that and plotting dumb ideas.

That's life, sadly. Folks get hurt over the easiest of words whether it was meant or not. Probably why I enjoy text more than speaking verbally. Easier to project and say what ya want. We like edgy and weird here, you'll fit riiight in.

Family wants to plan a vacation out of the country so they've been buggin' me to contact my lawyer. Ain't got time for that, I'll let it happen whe nit does.

I've been min-maxing like mad, HAHA. I have almost three/four out of eight that are fully maxed out. Of course I got Clown and Cait Sith done first. I always wanted to play Three Houses but never bothered to pick it up. Don't know why. Used to work in a video game store as well and was still around when it was released. Should of used my discount then, darn. I'll see if my retail job still has it in stock. Are the SMT games fun? The style is beautiful but never truly played one.

I don't mind staring at Midgar but the change of scenery would be nice too. Now I need a PS5. Damn you Square Enix. Release this s**t for Series X.

We're gonna get along juuuust fine. cool

And hey, thank you!! You too!!




Matt

Report | 06/24/2022 2:39 pm

Matt

I try, but then I'm reminded that alcohol exists it and it goes out the window. Been trying to quit it again but I feel better in a 'looser' state of mind than constant uptight butthole that I normally rock. I would of given up a long time ago but learned as time goes by, we grow in strenght and things then are a memory now. We'll get over it. For folks and family members, not so much but we have healthier ways to cope.

HAHA, I try to be an anime character off line but it never works for me. I wear my heart on my sleeve, could never be Clown irl. One of these days ima change that but for now it's been working well!

Exactly how I felt when I had them listed previously. People may or will not respect it so it is what it is. They don't identify me, only myself and whatever weird s**t I'm into. You're you, and there's only one of you. Irreplaceable unless you have a twin. Then there's two of you with the same face. Love ya for that though. Happy Pride, by the way!!

Eventually, whenever I get my money from my lawyer. To make a long story short, I was a victim of a hit and run about two years ago. Waiting for funds from that to (hopefully) leave home where things can be alright enough. If not, well, guess I'll be here for a bit longer.

It kinda does? But I can hardly remember it. I do remember them being a bit mean but I was a dumb kid who only cared about themself and their entertainment. I have a Zack/Cloud type friendship at my job atm. We pick each other up when and if possible. I'd be miserable without 'em. Picked up FFVII again for my PS4, now gonna need about 200 hours to beat it completely. I play mainly xbox/pc. My xbox one is fully beaten, hardly play the switch one and I absolutely loathe the controls on the mobile phone version.

Aw, we could of been awesome pals back then! I was with a ton of people, but gosh it's been so long. I can hardly remember any of them now due to poor memory/drinking. FE has a special place in my heart. I played the first game when it came out in the US. FE6 I think it was. I got it for Christmas that year. Happiest kid in the apartment complex haha. I've been playing FFVII Remake! While it is visually stunning, gosh i miss the original more. Still though, plenty of eye candy to see. Reminds me of DOOM Eternal. I was more focused on the environment and visuals more than the gameplay itself.

Older! Childish? Ya defintely fooled me.

Math is hard, I'll give you that! I rather stay in my home the whole time than go out but alas. How dare they release things we want and need. And hey, of course!! You too! It may be my second day back but I get plenty of emails from here. I'm surprised my account is still even here, haha.

Oh darn, if alcohol is too much of a subject, please let me know. When I get goin' about drinkin', I don't stop. I suppose you saw a bit of that earlier today/last night HAHA.

Gotcha! Pleasure is all mine btw, it's lovely to meet another soul on here who isn't the ya know, typical CBer. I have many names that I go by but Cloudu works for me! It's also my league name, HAHA. Might as well stick with a theme. I'm in the US, -08:00. smile and hey, no worries! We make mistakes.

despite my smaller font size I have the screen enlarged by like 20%-50% HAHAHA. Damn these blind eyes.




Matt

Report | 06/24/2022 1:44 pm

Matt

Good morning! I feel like s**t- if anything, I had to deliver medication to a sibling near my job and I have/had a killer hangover because of it but I have delicious food in return so all wasn't lost.

Yeah, you're right. I've been trying to pave new ones but it's been damn near impossible with them. Family is from another country while I was born in the US. I can see where they're coming from but times are changing. They have yet to acknowledge that but with time, it'll come. Perhaps even too late.

I do not! I have different moods where I was born she/her but I also go with he/him or they them but at this point I'm more of a she/he/they/them/it/whatever. Doesn't bug me at all, go ahead and address me however you would like! But if you need preference, I like they/them best! Do you have one I can also address you as? I apologize in advance if I use/used the wrong one previously. I address everyone as they/them to keep it anonymous unless otherwise noted.

I wish I could be trans IRL but it's a hostile environment at home so it's best to be what I am until I'm outta here!

I do not, and even though I feel like this person and I didn't have enough time to bond aka born in different generations. They stay true to my heart, and playing that s**t makes me a slightly less hateful person at the end of the day. And- retail. It's a b***h.

Perhaps, I may of had a different name then! I tend to change my usernames for whatever fandom/thing I'm into at the time. But lately I've been trying to stick with something original/more identifiable. We may of, but gosh. It had to of been many years ago. Since I've been on Gaia, I think my main fandoms were. ... Left 4 Dead. ... and Smash Bros. ... slash Fire Emblem. .... I had the name L Fight For My Friends for the longest time LMAO. I miss those times!! Met so many kind folks then.

25!? Could of fooled me HAHA. I feel the same, it feels like I haven't aged past 21 yet where I am. Over thirty but still a dumb b***h, haha. I hope you aren't feeling as lonely now. smile I get those type of days, sometimes for the better or worse but I always do wish I had a pal to talk to about it. Not constantly but here and there.

It is certainly nice. It pays for my liquor and sometimes other stuff. ps drinking sux 'cause I got a bad hangover now but I'll get over it in about 4-5 hours!

Good morning. Mine was pleasant until the constant phone calls but here I am, alive and well!