Hey Darkie. Supposedly you aren't with us anymore. I've known this since 2011...but never really came around to say goodbye. I guess because I didn't want to believe it. I wanted to believe you were just ditching gaia or something. Idk. Plus isn't it kind of odd? Some chick that had a thing for ya messaging you like 3 years later? And now she is messaging like so many years later. I am hoping, this will help me...I'm sorry for being selfish...I remember when I first came back home after what he did to me...I wanted to get ahold of you. This was in '11 so yeah. I knew I couldn't. You were really a good person to me. You made me happy. I'm sorry I had to lose you, he made me lose everyone. Honestly, out of everyone I lost, you are the hardest one to get over. I've cried everytime I think of you, and I've been crying for a good 5 minutes now. You would think a 26 year old would know how to get over lost right? I wish I could tell you everything, tell you how sorry I am. And reconnect. But that will never happen now huh.
I wanna tell you though, I will always miss you and you'll always have a place in my heart. Even when I can't remember why you were so important to me, you'll still have a place. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you...
Dang it, you're mom's not letting us near your computer. -____- Reason being, we want to get your character on Maple Story the Genesis 30 Skill Book and get you a Horntail Pendant. Plus we don't want your character deleted due to inactive use. Frank says he's gonna try hackin in your Maple Story account to get to it but we're mostly afraid that you made your password a bunch of numbers and letters. -______- Your family is doing alright, as best as they can. Oh yeah, hope you haven't seen your grandma up there, lol, I know how you've complained about her in the past, lol. Anyway, yah, we miss you dude, but I guess that can't be helped. I'll leave you another note later, seeya.
to anyone who may come onto this page. Dark iscariot is no longer among us. so please let this page stand as a memorial to him. and let all us,his friends, remember him forever.
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I wanna tell you though, I will always miss you and you'll always have a place in my heart. Even when I can't remember why you were so important to me, you'll still have a place. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you...
Or that you didn't lie to Gaia.
rest well isca.