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Report | 10/28/2010 8:19 am

ChinHoFIGHTING

Hello Karou,

I came to some terms that you may or may not understand.
I have decided to let your brother be free of me. I know already
that this is going to kill him....but i think it is best if he forgets my existence
all together. I don't think it is right for me to continue to push my
one sided life at him or force him into liking anthing for my sake.
It's just not fair, 5 years is a long time.....6 years, now we are
having more problems than before. It has become too much on him, and
on me, well, you know how i am. I am to careless with him, and
i probably will never know how to care for him properly.
Also, i am graduating this year, and i have already worked out everything
with my father, I will be in moved to Korea by the middle and or end of this coming summer.
So, i feel it is best to not make him have to deal with me at all anymore. I am trying
to for once show one selfless act....so if this is something that has to be done
in order to make it so......then this is the conclusion of it all.

I thank you for being always being so blunt about the obvious
truths i failed to believe. I suppose it helped me make this decision.
I also thank you for staying out of the way and letting everything fall
into place. I figured out over my thinking period that i live in a world
that Shiro would be destroyed in.....I couldn't allow that to happen.

So thank you, please tell ichimatsu the same.

take care.

Report | 06/30/2009 8:34 pm

Shiro-Jin

Apparently it is...

But I don't wanna talk about it... I wanna... Sew.

I just wanna sew my heart out!! Dx

Report | 06/30/2009 8:18 pm

Shiro-Jin

Yeah, I know. I know.

-sigh- I know.

I'm just stuck in a bad predicament, and the fact that *as usual* he doesn't care about it at all, really bothers me.

- He's not financially unstable.
- He's not about to lose his house.
- He's not stuck with a bunch of annoying people

He hasn't got a care in the ******** world, and then gets mad at ME for being stressed out and snappy? He gets mad at ME for being angry because HE didn't do what he SAID he would?

HE'S the one who didn't keep his word, not me.

I don't make promises I know I can't keep.

Report | 06/30/2009 7:59 pm

Shiro-Jin

If it were that easy, I would have long ago. But it's not. It's hard. And complicated.

All he does is make me hurt, and then he wonders why I get so goddamned angry. I mean, seriously! Why can't he just put two and two together? He never does a single thing he says he will. Ever. And you would think I'd have learned that by now, but no, i'm stupid enough to keep letting him do it to me.

Asking me to let go would be like me asking you to just forget that Ichimatsu even exists. You think you could do that?

Report | 06/30/2009 7:49 pm

Shiro-Jin

I just don't want to talk right now... That stupid man is such an inconsiderate jerk, and he's trying to make me feel bad?

What a ******** manipulator. Why do I even put up with this?

Report | 05/26/2008 5:54 pm

YourGreatDestroyer

Murry? Don't you mean murky? Well anyways, I think maybe we should clean our hands of the whole thing and let them figure it out on their own. I mean, this is getting old and stuff. You know?



Well... I dunno... I guess we'll see.

Report | 05/25/2008 8:23 pm

YourGreatDestroyer

I know, I know, but helping our child is helping us too. Shiro-Jin is so sensitive, and I think he has really learned a lot from all of this. Yeah, he learned not to trust people and he learned to be paranoid of everything... But he also learned that showing how emotional he is can have an adverse effect. Okay, so that's not very good either... Well, I'm sure he's taken something out of this. If nothing else, he's learned something about himself... Like, how emotional he really is. That really can be bad sometimes, because his temper seems to flare when he jumps to conclusions too quickly. Okay, so he still has a lot to learn.



But this time, he won't learn it the hard way. We'll make sure of that.

Report | 05/25/2008 11:46 am

YourGreatDestroyer

I'm not calling him my demon-spawn.



Okay, maybe I am...



But still. I'll stop calling him that when you start telling the stories. I really doubt that Hiro-ku needs to be proving himself to anyone, but it doesn't hurt now does it? Just post them in your journal or something. He's gonna post his pictures in his.

Report | 05/24/2008 9:02 pm

YourGreatDestroyer

Kaoru, what part of stay out of it did you not get? I can handle this with ease. You have to take care of our child, because you're a hell of a lot better than I am at it, you know... Just relax and leave it be. But I still say you should tell about the subconcious behavior or our half-demon spawn...

Report | 05/24/2008 7:41 pm

YourGreatDestroyer

Kaoru, I want you to stay out of it now. I'll handle it from here. You've done your protecting part, and now I think it's my turn. But I think you whould tell him what Shiro-Jin has been up to recently, you know what I mean? With the jacket and the sleep deprivations and such, that subconcious thing that's obvious? Maybe that would help open his eyes... Or maybe he really is too retarded to figure out what he's about to lose...

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