About

Age: 18
Eye's: Brown
Hair: Dirty Blonde
Hieght: 6'3
Wieght confused ?? guess.. razz

I live in Sachatewan
In a town called Leoville

I have a Sister shes 15.
I had a Brother but he died. R.I.P Morgan.

That is all you need to know of me. ^.^

If you want to know more find me, or pm me. lol talk to you then.

xll Justin llx

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Last Login: 08/04/2013 11:51 pm

Registered: 09/04/2009

Birthday: 03/04/1992

My Boy

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Name: Cloud
Age: 14
Loves: To fight beside me, and to protect his friends.
Hates: People that hurt his friends.
Owner: xll Justin llx
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SolemnSunshine Report | 03/04/2014 9:44 pm
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Happy birthday!!! I miss you!! love you!! crying heart whee sad
ReFillzz Report | 04/20/2011 10:29 pm
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Thanks for prchasing one of my items. Please come back and check up to see what else might be up for sale. ~Toxikk Wolf
SolemnSunshine Report | 04/20/2011 10:47 am
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always c:
:hugs on you:
Come on OMGPOP
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SolemnSunshine Report | 04/20/2011 10:39 am
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zOMG and OMGPOP :3 and now the Easter thing is going on
SolemnSunshine Report | 04/20/2011 10:36 am
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heh heh ohh okay
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SolemnSunshine Report | 04/20/2011 10:31 am
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been good heart xd missed you! you just checking on gaia?
SolemnSunshine Report | 04/20/2011 10:25 am
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:HUGS YOU TIGHT: JUSSTTINNNN >_<!!!!! ♥♥♥
SolemnSunshine Report | 03/01/2011 12:27 pm
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miss you
SolemnSunshine Report | 09/22/2010 8:03 pm
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lol whats with the hair?? thought you were a chick whee
SolemnSunshine Report | 09/22/2010 7:31 pm
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whee heart heeeeyyy SEXY xD
 

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Sister & brother in laws

My real sister

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As the days pass slowly
And the weeks creep by
I find myself obsessing
About ways that I could die.

I lay awake at night
Thinking of pain.
There's no way it can get better;
I have nothing left to gain.

Suddenly thoughts of death
Are controlling my every move,
And everey battle with my mind
I always seem to lose.

I no longer want to be around
The people that I love.
All that I can think about
Is what's waiting up above.

I cut my arms with razor blades
To dull the pain inside,
But that can only last so long;
I don't want to be alive.

I manage to keep my composure
When people are around.
They wouldn't understand me
So I don't make a sound.

I smile when I have to.
I break down when I don't.
I know I should be strong,
But I also know I won't.

So I make a plan to take some pills.
It shouldn't take too long.
I write out notes to all my friends
To read when I am gone.

I ask my mom to understand
That life is just too hard.
My mind can't fight it antmore;
My heart is far too scarred.

I plan it out so perfectly
I even set date.
I'm pretty sure I'm ready;
I know this is my fate.

My bed is made up nearly
As I take them one by one.
I start to feel a little scared;
I know I'm almost done.

All that I can think about
Is how I'm letting go,
And how much I love my family.
I really hope they know.

My eyes are getting heavy.
My body feels so weak.
Everything inside is numb.
That's the way it has to be.

I'm glad that Mom's not here right now
To watch me slowly die,
But still I wish that I could say,
"I love you and good-bye."

I give in to the darkness.
I slowly slip away.
I hope I go to heaven
Where dark nigh turns to day.

I wake up in confusion,
I don't know where I am.
Is this heaven, or is it hell,
The land of the eternally damned?

There are people all around
Although I can barely see,
I can hear the soothing voices
Of people dear to me.

My family and friends are here
Comforting one another.
I can hardly make out any words
Until I hear my mother.

Each tear she cries feels like a knife
Stabbing at my soul.
I let my pain and suffering
Blind me from my goal.

At one point I was determined
To make it through this test,
To lead a life of fulfillment
And to do my very best.

But I somehow lost all sight of that.
I hope she can forgive.
I promise not o waste
My second chance to live.

I sit up in my hospital bed
Tears streaming down my cheeks.
My mother rushes over crying
Like she hasn't seen me in weeks.

I tell her that I'm sorry
For causing her so much strife.
I tell her that I will succeed
In leading a better life.

Together we figured out a way
For me to get some help.
I know that I can go to her
Instead of doing it myself.

I know that it's not over yet;
It's a long road up ahead,
But I appreciate the little things
Because I could be dead.

I've learned to live each passing day
As if it were my last.
I look forward o the future
And I'm learning from my past.

by: Rachael Bennett


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Found By: xll Justin llx


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愛 Love
勇 Courage
儒 Wisdom
喜 Happiness
怒 Anger
哀 Sorrow
樂 joy
恨 Hate
死 Death
慾 Desire
悲哀 sorrow
友情 friendship
生命 Life
暗闇 Darkness
希望 Hope
火 Fire
水 Water
地球 Earth
風 Wind
地獄Hell

When i first saw you..
I was afraid to meet you..
When i first met you..
I was afraid to kiss you..
When i first kissed you..
I was afraid to love you..
But now that i love you..
I'm afraid to lose you..

If you believe in Jesus Christ put this in your profile. DON'T JUST IGNORE THIS because in The Bible it says if you deny Him, He will deny you in front of His Father in the Gates of Heaven. This is the simplest test: If you love God and you are not ashamed of it, copy this and put it in your profile. God will smile at you. =)

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