NICKNAMES
So this is where all my nick names will go, so if you think of any message me and I'll put it here. ^_^ buh-bye x
Kitty/Kitty Cat - Called this by Ryan L (<3) Long story short we made the nick name up ourselves.
Kerber - Called this by Nate...dunno why.
Sailor - Called this by Jordan, again, I am not sure why.
Weird - I am aiming to be called this by EVERYONE I know at some point in my life, so far 100 people have said it to me aprox. xD Thats withing friends, gaia, msn, drama class, school, ect.
Kezza - JT and Ryan L (<3) call me this.
Karach - Jamie and Curly (Ewan) call me this, they have neer told me why, and I don't even know Jamie! LMAO!
Rant Box!!!
Location: Deathnote Manga Graphic Novel #2
Deathnote: How to use it x(Chapter 15 Phone Call)
- "Suicide" is a valid cause of death.
Basically all humans are thought to possess
the possibility to commit suicide. It is
therefore, not something "unbelievable to think
of"
Like I said, I found this in a Deathnote Manga, and the message I am trying to get out is, not all emos cut, kill themselves, feel depressed 24/7 (WE WOULD BE BI-POLAR OR SOMETHING THEN!!!) think their life is s**t when their heart is broken, want to shut themselves away from the outside world ect. So don't think we are like that!
Emos are expressive, they are unique, they don't follow the most 'hip' of crowds, they don't CAKE THEIR FACES IN MAKEUP (Apart from Eye-liner! xD [Guy liner = Oooft!!!] =D] They like different music, read Kerrang, NME or even Q Magazine! They do NOT encourage self-harm or suicide! If you judge us in a negivite way, you are being discriminative...which gives you a 99.999% chance that I will highly dislike you. LUCKY YOU!!! =D
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About
I'm just you
unaverage girl, SIXTEEN years old, and as for
drugs and
smoking, I see no point in there creation. I want to have a long healthy life and just do not want to get caught up in the dangers of all this. Yes, I am one of these people who do not take a lot of risks. So what? In my free time I tend to go out with my friends, or go onto Gaia, AIM and msn so feel free to add me. I am 100% Scottish, with a few of the sterotypes to prove it, red hair, green eyes, and a perverted mind! xD I love to role play, but I am sorry to say that I have
NO limits, I know, shameful for a 16 year old! Lawl! Hey I have seen
MUCH worse kay? (Anyway I am legal where I am from now, kay?)
Stuff you
Don't need to know:
- It takes a lot to make me angry but when I am angry, however when I am angry, it is best to avoid me. One of the things that gets my blood boiling...is people lying...either that or it really upsets me.
- I am a huge computer addict.
- I will give you a cookie if you guess my name.
- Infact, I do not want to share my cokies so I will tell you it, My name is Kerry.
- This is where my sataus goes: ...hmm I am just not gonna tell you
heart - I go to acting classes on Satuday and meet up with friend before and after hand so I will not be on for most of the day. (Voodoo Catty @ 4 - 9 on a Saturday!!! ^^ )
- I have caught 'Grammar Whore Syndrome' from my friend, so I will almost always correct you in spelling.
- I love Japanese things, including, Anime, Manga, Graphic Novels, you name it! I love it!
- Do not ask for a picture, one of my friends I know has been asking me for around a year and a half and I have still not caved in yet. I ish ugly...but my hair rocks! ROFLCOPTER!
- I have my own laptop, but it is under matenince.
- I am still in High School and going through my final Middle School Year and soon to be going through my two Senior years. So studying will take up some of my free time.
- I hope to go into college, or universaty and get my Teaching degree, as I would ike to teach chicldren with speical needs.
I ❤ YOU GUYS!Ryan L, JT, Kyle, Ruth, Nate, Nat, Ryan G, Ryan M, Tosh, Taylor, Sean, Stephen, Curly, Chelle, Coral, Blair, Lizzie, Dale, Stephanie, Andy, Tayden, Keiran, Craig, Key, Emma, Caroline, Alex, Bella, Benji, Allannah, Debbie, Dustin, Simone, Holly, Simon, Sully, Jayde, Leanne and Bren (RIP 1994 - 2009 WE LOVE YOU BREN!)
Music ❤
A
All American Rejects
All Time Low
Avenged Sevenfold
Avril Lagvinge
B
Breaking Benjima
Boys like Girls
Brand New
Bring me the Horizon
Bullet for my Valentine
C
Cobra Starship
D
Dashboard Confessional
Disturbed
Dragon Force
Drowing Pool
E
Enter Shikari
Evanescence
Every Time I Die
F
Fall Out Boy
Fake Problems
Fear Factor
Fountains Of Wayne
G
Greenday
Go Audio
Guns 'n' Roses
H
Hardcore Superstar
Hellogoodbye
Hollywood Undead
K
Kings of Leon
L
Lesley Roy
Linkin Park
Lost Prophets
M
Metro Station
Muse
My Chemical Romance
My Passion
N
Nickleback
Nevershoutnever
New Found Glory
Nobuo Uematsu
O
One Republic
Owl City
P
Panic! at the Disco
Paparoach
Parachute
Paramore
R
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Reel Big Fish
Rush
Safetysuit
Shaman King
Simple Plan
Slipknot
Snow Patrol
Souting for Girls
Spill Canvas
T
The Academy is
The Blackout
The Hoosiers
The Killers
The Maine
The Summer Set
The Script
The Hoosiers
Three Days Grace
Three Inches of Blood
The Offspring
Tokio Hotel
W
We are the Fallen
We The Kings
Y
Yes
You Me at Six
1 - 9
30 Seconds to Mars
Poems
The blade
Take a knife and cut me up,
If you hate me you wont stop,
Make me feel the pain within,
As youre slitting through my skin.
Makes me weaker as I bleed,
For your mercey make me plead,
Hear me screaming in the dark,
As you leave your painful mark.
Blood is running down my face,
As my beauty you erase,
Trying to cut through every vein,
On your shirt you leaving stains.
I wish you knew I didn't care,
If you hurt me everywhere,
You can slit my skin apart,
But you can't cut through my broken heart.
Hate takes alot of Love.
I kneel on the floor,
Tears falling from my eyes.
I have learnt to hate you,
Along with all your lies.
Then why do I still love you?
Why am i still here?
When you have broken me,
and still not shed a tear.
People say it’s plain to see,
People say its clear.
That if i just run away,
You would just disapear.
But nothing was ever simple,
There’s nothing clear to see.
I could never run away,
From what was once so dear to me.
I love you but i hate you,
Without you i’d be dead.
But you’ll be the death of me,
With all the things you’ve said.
I know this won’t make any sense,
You might misunderstand.
Please just never leave me,
I hope you’ll understand.
Love and Hate
I Love You
Wonderful words, quick spoken
Wonderful words, quick broken
I Hate You
Painful words, quick to be said
Painful words, becoming sad
Love and Hate, opposite of each other,
Or is it? Both can be such a bother.
When your not near, I feel sad
I say I hate you, and feel bad.
But when you are here, Im happy
I say I love you, and you love me.
I hate the strange feeling
I hate the sleepless night
I love when you call
I love when you hold me tight
So when you are not here, I hate the feeling called love
I wont deny I absolutely do
But those two words, Hate and Love
Are said in the same sentence, I hate that I love you.
The Colour Of Pain
Red for the colour of her eyes after she cried those tears
For what they left behind was nothing more than a smear
Gray for the sky because you broke her heart
But why did you for she was both beautiful and smart
Black for her heart for she will never love again
And you have created a dead person within!
Forbidden Love
I want to read your love letters again
I want to hear you sing me love songs again
I want to share secrets with you again
I want to be close to you again
I want to go on an adventure with you again
I want to laugh with you again
I want to be by your side again
I want to go for a walk with you again
I want to dream with you again
I want to plan the future with you again
I want to be free with you again
I want to love you and do all the things we did together again
But I can't because I can't trust you with::
My heart again. You broke it.
My feelings again. You toyed with them.
My secrets again. You told everyone.
My body again. You abused it.
Above all, I can't trust you with my love. You betrayed it.
Please don't ask me to love you again. I don't know how.
My heart forbids it.
ForNEVER Yours
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,
But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
Thats the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend?
Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps its "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this.
So being his, is an impossible wish...
Songs <3
Owl City - Fireflies
You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude, but I
Would just stand and stare.
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Cause everything is never as it seems.
Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightening bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance.
A foxtrot above my head,
A sock-hop beneath my bed,
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread.
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Cause everything is never as it seems.
(When I fall asleep.)
Leave my door open just a crack.
(Please take me away from here.)
Cause I feel like such an insomniac.
(Please take me away from here.)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here.)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep
To ten million fireflies.
I'm weird, cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell.
But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cause I saved a few,
And I keep them in a jar.
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Cause everything is never as it seems.
(When I fall asleep.)
I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd
Rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams
Check Yes Juliet - We the Kings
Check yes juliet
are you with me
rain is falling down on the sidewalk
i won't go until you come outside
check yes juliet
kill the limbo
i'll keep tossing rocks at your window
cause there's no turning back for us tonight
lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do
run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me
check yes juliet
i'll be waiting
wishing, wanting
yours for the taking
just sneak out
and don't tell a soul goodbye
check yes juliet
here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
now they can change the locks
don't let them change your mind
lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
here's how we do
run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me
we're flying through the night
flying through the night
way up high,
the view from here is getting better with
you by myside
run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me
Hellogoodbye - Here in Your Arms
I like,
Where we are,
When we drive,
In your car.
I like,
Where we are;
here.
Cause our lips,
Can touch,
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Our lips,
Can touch;
here.
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.
I like,
Where you sleep,
When you sleep,
Next to me.
I like,
Where you sleep;
Here.
Our lips,
Can touch,
And our cheeks,
Can brush.
Cause our lips,
Can touch;
here
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms.
Our lips,
Can touch...
Our lips,
Can touch;
here.
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I’ve missed you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your...
Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me.
Whispers "Hello, I´ve missed you quite... missed you quite."
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly.
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
Here in your arms
Than here in your arms
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much love xx
Wished you an early one and a present one, so why not a late one as well? LOL!!!
Love you! razz Talk later biggrin