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my life boring sad on/off i have lost a few friends in the past few months and i family member also i have been trying to do things that entertain me but so far no spark what so ever i havent found a decent guy yet my last boyfriend was a total jerk and he split my heart open in a thousand pieces even being friends makes me hurt but please do not pitty me i have been spending quite some time with my mother and she and i have had a few things straightened out and my life is surprisingly coming back together in small pices i have stopped my cutting and self loathing but i still have doubts about my self sometimes as well .... but hopefully things will completely come together as i wish and i can see my self being happy but untill then all i can really do is pray to god that he can fix my life soon becacause each and every minute that i think about what has happened to it really hurts inside....