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She was just 5 yrs old. A slightly moody day.She couldn't stay away from that rivers edge. And I,I turned my back 2 count. All the daffodile seeds that surrounded. I closed my eyes and I heard the water wake up. And I ,I could still hear that scream. Its still lingering. In the air everywhere. Mother please save me. Grab my hand I can't,I can't. I can still hear that face sink beneath the waves. Where'd u go? Where'd u gu? Where'd u go? Where'd u go? Where the angels that lonely?Couldn't they suffice 4 anybody else? Can everybody lie 2 me?She's home, she's home crying 4 me now. Every night on a Monday. I will visit the same spot that I hate.Yes, the place that baby loved. Now she can taste it. It took her awayIts been 5 yrs since then. .And then it hits September I feel like i'm dying again. Ian won't even talk 2 me. Talk 2 me.Isn't pain guilt enough 4 me? I can't even look out the window, without seeing reflections disorted in the sun. Oh the oain hits me like a gunshot. Oh and i'm heading on my way 2 thefloor. I hear her name and it kills me.Oh bottles up, bottles up, bottles up.And i'm trying my best 2 hurt me. Ian never saya its enough. Razor 2 the wrist 4 each unshead tear. Cough it up. Drink it up, drink it up. So I went into a coma, when I crashed my car into the lake. And I saw your face Baby I knew it was no mistake. So I went 2 see the doctor. I told Oh, my heart will break if I couldn't see u. He just gave me more pills.And I saw u again still floating by the river. God u always loved that river. Bet your heaven looks like it 2. I'll like it 2.Even though it scares me now. We could sit and talk about , talk about .Butterflies.
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