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I'll try hard to make you love me, because I'm insecure. I'm afraid of the dark, im afraid being judged, and im afraid of being unloved. I'll change myself, distort everything just to make you like me. Its not right, but I can't stand living with who I am.
Me, I'm jealous of you . You the one reading this, you're beautiful, and don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise. I wish no one judged and everyone was okay, but thats just not what this plastic life is about. Watch me dye my hair, put on my makeup, and take out my camera for the world to see what a superficial fake b***h I am. But really, I'm just living proof that the camera lies. And I like it. If you saw me for who I am, I'm not sure if I could live with myself.
I dont know how to say no, because of this I let alot of people down. In a perfect world, I would be accepted. Sadly, this isn't a perfect world. I suffer from paranoia. If you know me, you'll understand. I wont appreciate you until you're gone, its true what they say. I'll miss you more when I know we have no chance. Have you ever fallen in love with someones flaws ? Thats what its like with me . Theres really nothing to great about me . I'm a black sheep, and in this life, I dont stand a chance.
Trample over my feelings, take everything I have, its okay, I'll forgive you and forget about you eventually .