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Only through struggle have i found rest. With a piece of me taken away, i begin to understand. Hollow out this machine like chest with its gears that turn to make me feel and assemble thoughts that fade away. Remove from me this deception that i called love.
I have traveled so far to find so little. Meaning in tragedy....or tragedy in the search for meaning? Dark clouds have led me here. Confined freedom guides us to security. What if everything I have been taught is a lie, and all of my teachers have been wrong this whole time? Compelling us to fight the battles they would not. they have already won and we have already lost. If we do not learn from their mistakes, we have already lost if we do not learn to change.
Forever, your eyes will hold the memory.
I saw your heart as it overtook me.
We tried so hard to understand and reason
But in that one moment i gave my heart away.
With that perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
And all i knew is what had overtaken me.
With no reason, i am comforted by inability to understand.
When i wake from this dream,
Will your smile still open my heart.
And leave me transparent?
Sifting through weathered photo albums
(Does it make a difference?)
Looking for gloriously aged polaroids
(This is the way it is)
(You think it really would make a difference? Would I hang on the beach in perfect black and hide?)
Of places you've never been.
(I broke through this hollow shell that once held me so tight I couldn't breathe)
A place to accept you don't exist
(Come with me, jump off the edge)
"Smile for the camera sweetheart. I really wanna immortalize the moment."
Just remember the first step in forgetting
Is destroying all the evidence.
With friends like you,
Who needs subtext?
This is a .44 caliber love letter straight from my heart.
With a gun, make your shot.
Let's hope for better s**t.
That reason for separation.
Straight from... my... heart.
Christened by your bullet.
I'm losing patience.
Well I guess...
It's my own fault.
I'M QUITTING GAIA.
I'M QUITTING GAIA
I've tried to find reconciliation
Behind the walls of those whose hatred burns
For i find it easier to reach
Some one who still feels
Than to make amends
With passionless apathy
Where all lines are the same
A portrait cannot be made
I need to know
That feelings of discontent
Are stronger than indifference
For those too weak to stand
Like a colorless sky
Over a sea of nothingness
Hatred faces its enemies
While apathy strikes furtively
Many of us have turned off the light outside
Erasing what exist beyond our front door
And for you i find it harder to reach common ground
Than my most glaring opposition
But what about those who've lost the luxury of choice?
Striving for identity, buried by our lack of interest
Souls marked as mere history
How much grievance will it take to awaken us?
How much grievance will it take
To awaken us from
The comfort of our homes
The comfort of our oversized graves
I've tried to find reconciliation
The B.I.B.L.E wasn't originally a religious texture rather a piece of history. Over the centuries, like any myth, it has gotten so stretched and twisted into something completely different. The truth, like with so many other myths, is that there never has been or will be any beings with any kind of mystical powers. White magic, Black magic, or any other type....
B-Basic
I-Intsrctions
B-Before
L-Leaving
E-Earth
And no i am not Atheist. I have my own beliefs but there nothing like the Christian Bible depicts. I do however, believe in a creator of some sort but not necessarily G.O.D.
I do NOT believe in so much as the possibility of Heaven and Hell existing. I believe that when a person or persons dies their spirit returns to the planet. Taking with them all the knowledge and experiences from their lifetime with them. Enabling the Planet we live on to grow and evolve. We are all born of the Planet and when we die our spirit returns to the planet
I do NOT and am NOT trying to impose my beliefs on you so please refrain from doing so as well.
IN CASE YOU ARE RELIGIOUS...
NOT RELIGIOUS.... ->->->
If you want a religion to live by then maybe you should check into Buddhism...Buddha knows what he's talking about...
BUDDHA
“Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.”
BUDDHA
“No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.”
We are not a nation, we are a doomed generation.
From here on out out our lives reflect the shattered glass.
Just another painful reminder of a distant hateful past.
Let me not to the marriage of true minds
-William Shakespeare-
Admit impediments. Love is not love
Which alters when alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove
O no! It is an ever-fixed mark
That looks on tempests and is never shaken
It is the heart to every wandering bark,
Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken.
Loves not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks
Within his bending sickle's compass come
Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks,
But bears it out even to the edge of doom.
If this be error and upon me proved,
I never writ, nor no man ever loved
You sat and watched
As I nearly destroyed myself
Never had I felt so betrayed
That you would sacrifice my life
For no more than comfort
And now your love means nothing to me
You are a coward, the antithesis of a friend
Take action before there is
No one left to defend
For I would have stood by you
Right to the gates of hell
How I long to regress
To the days before I took upon myself
The obsessions of this world
A day of innocence equating beauty
For tomorrow may fall
And today is already gone
I've grown tired of chasing
Convinced I was in need
And now the years I've spent
Only a slave to this
I will no longer adore
These things that will never satisfy me