About
My name is Daryl. I am eight-teen years old. One of my favorite series is Final Fantasy. I play a lot of video games i have all the systems from Ps2 through Xbox 360 HeHe!!! I watch some anime my favorite is Mai-Hime. I listen to a lot of music some country some rock and a little bit of Japanese. My favorite bands are Disturbed and Linkin Park. I love art and I am a very hands on person. MY favorite colors are black blue and red. Whelp that's me hope i didn't forget anything. Hope ya like my profile.
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Things That I Have Written
INSANE ASYLUM
Wake Up.... Wake Up.... The male voice I here yelling from a distance, to me the voice isn't recognizable at all. Wake Up.... Wake Up.... It keeps repeating getting louder I can now hear the dropping of heavy boots walking down a hall and the banging of steel meeting iron and even further in the distance the shooting of small hand guns. I know this sound too well, It's what I was doing to support a family of three. Wake Up.... Wake Up.... I hear as the banging hits about five feet from where im laying. I wake up to see a room painted brown, and a window with blinds that are also brown. There are steel tubes and bars going through the room with what looks like an air compressor and a few bottles. The floor was tiled and was blood stained and looked as if someone tried to clean it. This wasn't the room I fell asleep in. Where am I, I sit and wonder slowly getting angry with myself, I can't remember even a spec of what happened the night before. I can now hear movements of other people through the walls beside me the walls were thin and old but looked strong. I stand up naked only covered with the sheets from the bed I was laying in and almost trip. I see a pair of camouflage clothes and a pair of dirt cover black boots with a black belt with a dirty green canteen on it stuffed inside the boots. I proceed to put these on and look through the window... of course it was still dark out. With no clock in sight I can't tell if its early morning or still night . All I see out of the window is a small shack like house with a woman standing outside staring down the room I was in. I quickly close the blinds and turn around. Now looking at the steel door that was in front of me, I see a small jail like window. I walk to the window, still wondering where I am. I look through the window and see about five other rooms in front of me with male guards in beside each door. I wonder to myself if I had been put in jail captured or put in an asylum where all the crazies go, still staying silent. Over and over in my head I tell my self I'm not crazy. Still I can't remember a thing from the night before. Why am I here.... I ask myself ready to scream. I walk to the door and look through the small window once again seeing the guards, I try to get there attention but I get no answer. Is it just a dream.... I sit and wonder.... I lay back down on the bed and try to fall back asleep maybe it will all end. After a little while of not being able to sleep I get up to see its still just as dark, and no one has spoken since the wake up call from earlier. There's a medium sized shadow in the corner of the room now taking up about half of the wall, its not human shaped at all, it just oval shaped. I walk towards the shadow slowly. Once I reach it i put my hand on the wall where the shadow is it's and a breeze as cold as ice blows by me making me shiver. By now I'm shaking kind of scared and no place to go and seem to not be able to sleep either. I look out of the window once again this time I could see that it was a square courtyard with other parts of the building on each side the old shack was in the middle with what looked to me like a cemetery behind it and the woman staring into my window was gone. Will I die here.... I thought to myself. I here a scream yelling for help. I could have sworn I knew this voice. Then I hear my name in all the screaming, I was then for sure who it was. It was a girl but not just any girl, a girl I loved and cherished. She screams more I try to cover and close my ears I just keep hearing the screams. I hear her scream louder and louder then a final scream came saying there going to kill me then my name again, then she it all goes silent once again. I run to the door banging on it as hard as I can yelling let me out of here let me out of here still no answer I keep banging bruising my hands. I start to tear up loosing hope. I start to kick the door as hard as i can trying to get someones attention still getting no answer. What did I do to deserve this.... I thought to myself. I take my shirt off and start to hit the window hitting it as had as I but seemingly it just wouldn't break. I sit on the bed and start to cry and yell making as much noise as possible, but i knew i wouldn't get an answer. I start to hear more screams from other people none of these voices I recognized. This horror was seeming more like a reality as time went on, I getting brighter outside I could tell from the light shining on the floor through the window. There was just no way of escaping what i was in. I was wide awake from what was happening, this can't be a dream but surely it was i thought to myself.... Was I next.... I sit back against the wall now staring at the door pissed off with a frown and tears from all the screaming. The door flies open as a tall guard walks in. He looked like all the rest of them red and black camo black heavy boots and an AK-47 strapped around him face his back. He grabbed my arm as I fought back throwing punches and kicks more guards rush in tackling me to the ground. I start to yell in pain and anger, still trying to fight back. They walk me out of the room guns pointed at my back I knew if I made any sudden movements i would surely die. As they walked me down the hall they was hundreds of rooms they were small like mine and very close together and they all looked the same. most of them didn't have any people in it. The guards walk me to a room. This room was empty all it had was chains on the walls with blood stained walls and floors all around them. They beat me and chain me up and start to beat me more. I was just a doll to them. Mostly unconscious and hurt they left me there in the room. More people were brought in and chained as I was brought out. None of these people I knew. They brought me back to my room, and one of the guards knocked me out as I was pushed onto the bed I had woken up on. I slowly wake up once again thinking it had all been over and done with. Slowly afraid i thought it was just a dream I didn't want to open my eyes. Wake Up.... the same male voice yells again. I start to cry without opening my eyes. Eventually I open my eyes this time was different. I was in the same room but as I stared at the ceiling, crying and disorientated in dark letters it stated just two words.... As a razor was slipped into the room i was in these two words became the end of me and who I really was on the inside.
SOMETIMES I WONDER
I hold myself here in this one room far off in thought. Everyone is staring asking what's wrong and I stay silent. No one knows who I am or where I came from. I look out the window sometimes wondering.
Sometimes I wonder who I really am?
Sometimes I wonder whats the point of this life I live?
Sometimes I wonder about the choices I've made so far?
Sometimes I wonder where I'll be in the future?
Sometimes I wonder whats going to happen to me when I leave this world?
As I sit here and ask and answer these questions over and over again I can't think about anything else. I can't get these questions out of my head. I know who i really am im sure of it but people don't believe me. The point of this life I live is to be free to fly away with no cares, but I sit here and do nothing about it. These choices I've made in this life, alot of them I wish I didn't do. Is there really something I was supposed to do different. In this future to come I wanna be successful but all I do is sit here being criticized by the ones I love most. When I finally leave this world people should care but many won't I wont go to heaven or hell I'll be put in the ground six feet under and eventually forgotten. So I now sit here and wonder is it just me or is it everyone else too and I think about the answer to that too. We all live and we all die might as well make the most of it. When you have someone to think about and to live for. Live for them live for your dreams and keep moving on. There are points in life that will be hard but and all you can do hold yourself and wonder.
THE KITSUNES MISSION
This symbol burned into my life by the fires of hell. I was trained and thrown into a shell where I sleep until called upon. Now I have been told by the one who leads me I have a mission. Now I shall arise once again. This time I will not back down. I will have the courage and strength to stand up and fight. I have no regrets as to what will happen. I have seen the blood of others as they stood in my way. I have stood beside the ones others love as they have fallen. None have been dishonored they lived and fought for everything they had and kept close to their heart just as I have in my past. Though, no one knows who I am, I am seen in a different perception in every ones eyes. When I sleep I have my nightmares of what I have done. However, I will hold my head up in the worst of times and fight for my pride as the best there ever is and ever will be. Do you believe I am just a tool? Well I'm not I am a beast to be frightened of, and until I complete my mission you may be next in the fight. So now i call upon you to stand up and fight complete your own mission. I am a kitsune some say I'm just a myth but I'm not. My death is your mission.
THE WOLFS CALL
I wake in the darkest of the nights. I look up to see a full moon high in the sky. Somehow I know your still out there somewhere deep into the night. Then I hear a howl. This howl I hear drips of blood. They call this howl i hear the call of the wild. Too bad thats not what I hear. This call comes from the deepest depths of hell. I keep on moving, pushing, and fighting through as this call echos through my head. This is no nightmare this is my true reality. I know I'm getting closer to you as this call of rage, loneliness, death, and emptiness gets louder and louder. When I finally reach you, I see you perched upon that mountain peak. I hear one last howl as I watch you fade away. I followed you until you passed through my arms into nowhere, and I will keep following you even though your gone once again. Now I make this call now that your gone once again. I know you'll never hear it, you never did, though it shall echo through the air until you return once again. This is the animal I have become. Nothing will change that. I am the lone wolf, I love you, and nothing will stop me from being with you.
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