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And now i tell you openly, you have my heart so dont hurt me

This instant regression
This instant stuperfaction
Why dont you learn your lesson
You burning intuition
Is only a fraction
Of what it could be now
Of what it should be
Without this blasphemy

Why can't you see me
Acknowledge me

As you bust yourself on
Rocks from the cliffs above
I step back and watch you
Become my bleeding dove
I mend you
Repair you
And one day set you free
So perhaps one day you
Will fall back into me

Why cant you see me
Acknowledge me

You cannot tell me once again
Why must you kill your closest friend

I hold my breath to watch you
Enjoy yourslef Destroy yourself
Employ yourself into
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Why can't you see me
Acknowledge me

You cannot tell me once again
Why must you kill your closest friend
You cannot tell me once again no not again
Why must you kill you closest friend

Why cant you see me
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Why cant' you see me
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Why can't you see me


I'll eat your tears until you
Run away from me
Let go the fear within you
Insecurity
Beating myself as fast as I can
Bleed to purity
Changin myself to see who I am
That's all you have to give me now?
That's all you have to give me now?

And I can't feel for anything
Like I feel for you
But if that's all you're offering
I'll be searching for someone new

I die every time you
Run away from me
Give in inside you
Insecurity
Wasting away as fast as I can
Bleed to purity
Hating myself to see who I am
What do you have to give me now?
What do you have to give me now?

And I can't feel for anything
Like I feel for you
But if that's all you're offering
I'll be searching for someone new (3x)

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XNediam_NoriX

Report | 08/17/2010 10:46 pm

XNediam_NoriX

I'm a whole country of pain and disease
I was born on the ground
And I'm down on my knees
I'm choking on dust
While drowning in leaves
My wounds have all opened
I have cut myself free

I'm not something you can kill or ignore
I'm not that person anymore

I am out of shelter now and I cannot forgive
I would kill you for water
Take your body to live

I can live for days
And over and over and over
I'm starving for something you ate

XNediam_NoriX

Report | 08/17/2010 10:44 pm

XNediam_NoriX

It's killing me
This telephone
I'm reaching out
Today I feel I am alone

It's not your fault
It never was
Today you needed someone
And I wasn't there to cover you

And I can't
Wait for this to change
To know you are okay
For once I'm fighting for
A life that I help make
And I say

Promise me you'll try
On the day that you decide
This life is over
And you're wavering
Whoa, whoa, whoa
And do everything you can
To remember who I am
Even when I have disappointed you

There's nothing wrong
So what is it
I'm feeling that
You're feeling everything I am

You're never wrong
You've always said
It's harder now to make it
When the next two months are going to hurt

And I can't,
Wait for this to change
To know you are okay
You gave you everything you had
Now I won't fade when I say

Promise me you'll try
On the day that you decide
This life is over
And you're wavering
Whoa, whoa, whoa
And do everything you can
To remember who I am
Even when I have disappointed you
Disappointed you

And I won't be perfect
(I'm not here forever)
Give me your servent
What are you after
Should I just stand perfectly still
It's not who I am

Whoa
Promise me you'll try
On the day that you decide
This life is over
And you're wavering
Whoa, whoa, whoa
And do everything you can
To remember who I am
Even when I have disappointed you
Disappointed you
Disappointed you
Disappointed you
Romantic Cannibal

Report | 01/09/2010 1:58 pm

Romantic Cannibal

got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
No, oh

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this
Ohoh ohoh ohoh
Oooh...
Romantic Cannibal

Report | 01/09/2010 1:55 pm

Romantic Cannibal

If you need a friend,
don't look to a stranger,
You know in the end,
I'll always be there.

And when you're in doubt,
and when you're in danger,
Take a look all around,
and I'll be there.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.

When your day is through,
and so is your temper,
You know what to do,
I'm gonna always be there.

Sometimes if I shout,
it's not what's intended.
These words just come out,
with no gripe to bear.

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will.

I gotta tell ya, I need to tell ya, I gotta tell ya, I gotta tell yaaaa ...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
But if you'll wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you...

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. (I promise)
I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. (I promise)
And if I had to walk the world, I'd make you fall for me,
I promise, I promise you I will ...
I will...
I will...
I will
XxvioletfirexX

Report | 08/10/2009 5:35 pm

XxvioletfirexX

Thank ye. REALLY! I wouldn't be cute with out the junk ye gave me.
XxvioletfirexX

Report | 08/08/2009 3:58 pm

XxvioletfirexX

AW! yer avi is cute.
you bought the koi magic!!
Ah man... I had the koi one time. crying
glowstick vikie

Report | 03/24/2009 7:17 pm

glowstick vikie

i paid that much!!!!
Man thats why im poor!!!!
That shart was alot!!!
but its really cute ^_^
glowstick vikie

Report | 03/21/2009 2:26 pm

glowstick vikie

Awww ur lucky!!! 7,000
mine cost me like 12,000 or something sad
glowstick vikie

Report | 03/20/2009 8:52 pm

glowstick vikie

AAAwwwwww!!!!!!!
Im gonna be uber cute in a few minutes i need a little more gold first though...
glowstick vikie

Report | 03/20/2009 8:50 pm

glowstick vikie

ROBO VIKIE!!!!
BEEEP!!!!!

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