>.< im taking a poll an mabey this will tell u guys about me alot O.o..more than needed.

The uncomfortable quiz Or qusetions about mwa O.o.

1.) What's your real name? Edwardo Zuniga O.o lawl dont ask XD

2.) What state do you live in?
Michigan.....i mean US o.o

3.) Are you a virgin?
uhh for the least i can say no XD

4.) If not, are you happy with the person you gave it up to?
if meaning yeah i think it was pretty much worth it
5.) If you're still a virgin, how would you like to give it up and why?
im not a virgin razz
6.) What's your biggest fetish and why?
what the hell is a fetish XD
7.) Do you think you unconciously connect it to something from your childhood?
no
8.) What do you hate most about yourself?
some times not really
9.) Why?
well sometimes its for the things i do and cant stand to forgive my self
10.) What happened to make you hate that aspect of yourself?
i let myself get to agravated an i dumped my gf o.o.
11.) What is your religion if you have one?
lawl i think im christan XP
12.) Why do you choose to worship in said way? ((if you don't have a sepcified religion, what would you like to believe?))
well i worship god cuz hes the only god i have XD
13.) Do you worship because it gives you hope? Or perhaps meaning to your life? (( Once again if you do not have a religion, why don't you have one?))
well sometimes when im scard and get a lil paranoid i pray to him =)
14.) Honestly, has the thought ever crossed your mind that God has abandoned you?
lawl not as much but yeah a little bit =/
15.) If so, are you ashamed of said thought?
no :3
16.) What do you think your meaning is in this life?
i think that it is actually i think mine is just to live and survive
17.) What if there is no meaning?
then it wouldnt bother me alot of ppl dont have meanings in life..
18.) Does that scare you?
no not really i get old and die end of story
19.) Does that make your life seem pointless?
lol no =3
20.) What's your greatest fear?
My greatest fear is to have someone very close to me pass away...
21.) Why?
i couldnt bear the thought that someone i loved as family is now gone.. ='(
22.) Would you ever be willing to face your fear?
sooner or l8r i know its ganna happen so yeah i guess
23.) What happened to make you afraid of that particular thing?
well my mom's cousin died =/
24.) Would you ever re-live it, to understand why it bothered you so much?
no i couldnt stand there and see my mother cry =/
25.) What are you afraid of losing?
every one that i love
26.) Why?
once that is gone theres rly no reason for me to live.
27.) Would it make you feel alone in this world?
yes very
28.) Do you believe you're ugly on the inside?
lawl no but if u mean inside were stomach acid is then yes o.o
29.) If so, why? If not, why not?
well all ppl r not the same but thats what makes us all unique.
30.) Do you think you truly know and understand yourself?
no not yet.
31.) Does it scare you to know you really might not know who you are?
well i dont but to fully understand my self i could be at peace.
32.) Does the thought scare you that someday you might find someone who wants to know everything about you?
actually yeah it would but i wouldnt tell them right of my back.
33.) If it does, why? If it doesn't, why not?
cuz i wonder y someone would want to know me so well.
34.) Do you truly believe you have nothing to hide?
no some stuff i need to hide
35.) If so, tell me the most horrible thing you've ever done and why. *sigh* if u rly want to know dump a girl for someone else =/
If not, why are you so ashamed of it that you think you must hide it?cuz to think of what else could go wrong X<

36.) Does it bother you that eventually you will die?
yeah it does cuz anything can happen.
37.) Have you said everything you want to say to those you know before you die?no not yet.

38.) Does it scare you that you might not get to tell those you love how much they matter to you before you die?
yes it does
39.) What do you think you'd be like if you lost total control of your temper?
oh yeah many times =D
40.) If you're not sure, does that scare you? If you have lost total control of your temper, are you ashamed of how you got?
lol it depends on what i did that will ashame me
41.) At the same time, do you really want to just lose your temper?
uhh yeah o.O;;
42.) Is the thought of doing so liberating in some way?
no
43.) Have you ever had suicidal thoughts or feelings?
yeah actually sometimes when i feel no one loves me but i know ppl do.
44.) If so, why? If not, what do you think about suicide?

45.) Have you ever partook in self-mutilation?
Lol i dont even know what that means razz
46.) If so, does/did it give you some sick pleasure?
If not, does it disturb you? Why?
uhhh
47.) Do you believe it's some how silghtly fascinating how one person can hate something so much that they take their own life or hurt themselves?
yeah iv done that once
48.) What do you think compels them to look so much at the bad in their life?
that theres always ganna be bad and it bring backs terrible memories..
49.) Do you like to act 'tough' online?
lol sometimes XD
50.) Does it give you some kind of self-satisfaction?
mabeh =)
51.) Why do you feel the need to act that way? If you don't, why do you THINK people feel the need to act as such?
well i dont think i need to but i do it anyways
52.) Do you have a low self-esteem?
nope
53.) If so, why? If not, why?
lol cuz im know that if i cant do something i could always try again...eventually =)
54.) What would it take to lower your self-esteem?
alot of ppl saying a couldnt do anything
55.) Would you take some form of pleasure from it?
no
56.) Do you sometimes secretly like being humiliated?
<.<....>.> it brings attention to me so yeah
57.) Do you think you would ever like being sexually humiliated?Not by a guy?! mabey by a hot girl xD
58.) If so, is it because you feel guilty of WANTING such a thing? If not, would you like so sexually humiliated someone else?
no i dont like doing that stuff =/
59.) Does the thought of being weak and powerless and completely at someone else's mercy thrill you, scare you,...or both?sometimes the thought of being intimidated makes me feel weak and powerless =/

60.) Why?
cuz knowing i cant do anything makes me feel low
61.) Do you think gaia allows you to be who you want to be?
uhh yes
62.) If so, do you act different on here than in real life?
If not, why?not as much but sometimes

63.) Why do you think so many people are dedicated to gaia?
cuz ish fun razz
64.) Do you think perhaps all gaians are desperate for a way to express themselves?
nOO00oo..
65.) Why do YOU like gaia so much?
Lol cuz theres alot of great ppl on here.
66.) Do you enjoy that you can act however you want because people don't know who you really are?
i wish ppl did know who i was sometimes
67.) Would you act the same if everyone on here knew you in real life?lol no O.o

68.) Would you act different?
yes =3
69.) Does the key board give you a sense of power?
no it makes my fingers feel like slaves
70.) Does it make you feel like you can say whatever you want?
lol yeah sometimes XD
71.) Would you say something you've said on gaia to someone's face?mhm

72.) Do you think people can say inconsiderate things on gaia because they don't know the person behind the avatar so to speak?lawl no cuz ppl piss em off =D

73.) Do YOU care that there's a person behind the avatar with feelings just like you?i do care and sometimes i respect that =D

74.) Do you think some people act like sluts on here because it boosts their self-esteem?to tell the truth no.

75.) Do you think they actually act like that in real life?
idk really
76.) Do YOU ever act like a slut on gaia?
lawl no but iv acted a bit gey wit my friends XD
77.) If so, why?
If not, would you ever?
lol cuz we need something random to do lol
78.) Are you a different person in real life?
no sometimes i tell my friends i love them and some of them are guys XD
79.) If so, why do you feel the need to act differently on here?
If not, are you truly THAT unafraid of what people may think?
lol ppls opinions dont concern me at the least..(unless its a compliment XD)
80.) Do you crave attention at times?
lol yeah

81.) If so, why? Does it make you feel important?
If not, why not? Are you afraid if people notice you they'll hurt you?no i love attention it makes me me XD

82.) Does the thought of being absolutely alone scare you?
yeah

83.) If so, why?
If not, do you CRAVE to be alone?
cuz being alone isnt fun ill tell u that.

84.) Do you consider yourself attractive?
If so, why? If not, why not?
Lawl at times why? becuz i like fixing my hair and calling myself smexy XD

85.) If every member of gaia was assembled in an auditorium, would you stand up infront of them all and answer these questions truthfully?yeah but hell that would take along time O.o



{{86.}} If you were having a relationship with a person and you found out that you're both cousins or related to each other, would that affect your relationship? that would be akqward but no.

thx to enless fighter for questions.XD