About
Mood: Sad because my Cousin keeps having Heart Attacks and it keeps freaking me out.
*sigh* Well.. About me...
This is me:
Dream avi's:
Total Value: 2,542,135 Gold
After Exclusions: 2,364,351 Gold
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Steel-plated Ninja Band
Rubella Doll
Total Value: 723,124 Gold
After Exclusions: 553,161 Gold
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Demonic Pendant]
Brown SKA shoes
Angelbow
Age: 18
Name: India. Or your can just call me Iko, Yuri, Zei, Sou, preferred to be called Zei or Riko. Just not anything like b***h, a*****e, whore, hoe, and anything like that. It's mean. It's rude. You better shut the ******** up. Okay. My religion is Asian. Yeah, so what? Got a problem with that? If so, shut the ******** up and ******** screw off you ******** douche. I don't want to see your ******** ugly face. Get the ******** out of my face and jump down in a ditch, then I'll throw you a crobar into your d**k. >_> I am SOMETIMES friendly. I rarely get a chance to talk to old friends, so, what's the point? .___.; Quittt? What should I do? Oh, and I am questing Fallen Wish First Generation and Mercury's Moon. But.. how can I live anymore? Is there even a such thing as a life anymore?
"I'll always be this weak, ever since that day.... that outside I was smiling, but inside I was dying...
Won't someone help me? I am curled up in a ball of loneliness... but... there is no one to save me... I have been feeling numb ever since that painful, and frightening day.."
Even every little feeling that I get, I still don't even miss you yet.
Please continue while I scream in pain... In this lonely world I'm in. I open my eyes, I try to see, but I'm blinded by a white light. I can't remember it how, can't remember it why. I'm lyin' here tonight. And I can't stand the pain. And I cant make it go away. No I cant stand the pain.
I made my mistakes, got no where to run. The night goes on as I'm fading away. I'm of this life, I'm wanna scream! How could this happen to me? I'm slippin' off the edge, I'm hangin' by a thread. I wanna start this over again. So I try to pull, onto a time when, nothin' matters. And I can't explain what happened, and I cant... Erase the things that I've done... No, I can't... How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run, the night goes on as I'm fadin' away. I'm sick on this life, I just wanna scream. How could this happen to me? I've made my mistakes. Got nowhere to run. The night goes on as I'm fadin' away! I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream. How could this happen to me?
I dont belong. Do you ever feel like runnin' away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio turned on so loud that no one hears you screamin'? You don't know what it feels like to be like me. To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark, to be kicked, when you're down, to feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breakin' down. Welcome to my life.
Just continue, or watch me die in pain.
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Just think positive, not the negatives. You are who you are chosen to be, that's why God let you live here AND you are already needed that's what I know Iko.
So please think about these words I said. I am the same amount needed as you are, either in cleaning up trash or saving someone's life, you are who you are meant to be.
Just like me Iko.
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