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Rawr, I'm freaking Tyzoe. I am shy, I am a loser, I am a loner, and I am a depressed child And I don't need anyone to remind me of that.
I've always was a bit of a different child. I know that. I hate life and what's in it. I'm not very optimistic. I have low self esteem. I wouldn't ever believe in myself, ever again. If I could change the way I am now, I would. So don't freaking approach me saying I could do something about it. Obviously, if I could I wouldn't have this exact attitude.
Music is my life. It helps me through so much stuff. If I haven't had life in my life, I don't know exactly where I'd be right now. I don't say "I LOVE MUSIC, I BREATHE FOR IT." just because I want to be Freaking cool and amazing. It really does mean something to me.
Never say you know what I'm going through and how I'm feeling. Forget that, because you don't. No one can ever understand me, saying they know what I'm going through, nothing. Don't say: I'm so sorry, I wish I could help."I don't need your fake pity. It doesn't mean anything, because 'wishing' is different from 'doing'. Wishing isn't going to get me anywhere.
Don't call me a pussyyy. A emo fugger. A betch. Anti-social. And a gothic betch. You don't know who Iam. You don't know what I expirence, you never will. And honestly if you did, you'll probably be as depressed as I am for knowing what I expirence. I know who I am, I don't need anyone to point it out to me. Fugg off.
Don't freaking complain about my statuses. Saying it's "too emo." Shut the fugg up. If you don't like how I express myself, honestly just don't read it. Because I'm sick and tired of seeing your happy little thoughts, it makes me even more depressed.
I don't really like communicating to people outside of the "internet world." I don't feel comfortable doing that. I will try to, but I don't really make a progress with it.
I know I've changed over the past few years. They're all for areason not because I wanted to and think it would make me "cooler and bring me more attention." I don't do that. At all. It's not me, for anything I try to get as much as less attention as possible.
I know I cuss way to much. I know I can be rude. I know I can be too I know my comments/statuses may disturb people. I know I in general is a disturbance and disgrace. I know that. I will always know that. But that's me. That's how I express myself. I'm sincerely sorry if you don't like that. Really I am. But there's nothing you can do about it. Unless you can make me happy again. Keep a smile on my face. Make living worth while. Don't judge me.
I AM A EMOTIONAL WRECK
I am overly obsessed with robots and cupcakes.
"Cupcakes Taste like Depression."
P.S. I'm In Love.♥
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