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Last Login: 02/06/2024 12:05 pm

Registered: 05/02/2008

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Birthday: 11/04

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hello, my name is desiree and im 15 years old.
i'm from belgium so if i make any spelling mistakes dont blame me.
wink
i like drawing and reading thrillers and horror's of R.L.Stine.
I have 3 sisters: 1 b*tch of 26 years,a lovely one of 24 years and a little anoying one of 8 years.
My mom is a b*tch too but my dad is like an angel.

i am a tiny star angel is ma best friend,were kinda opposites,but were unsepparatable...
no fight in all 3 years...
so far so good till now...

poetry i found

'when you're born
its like you're a pencil

every year you get shorter,
until you're nothing'
that's what you always said

did life made made you short too fast,
or was your pencil too short?

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tears
i want to hide them
in a small corner
so no one will see them
but i don't see a corner
i only see a dark world
that im not wonly see people
wich see me to
i cry tears
but i don't hide them
otherwise i would take my happpiest part away

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when i lie in the sun, im black
when im mad, im black
when im ill, im black
when im cold, im black
when im warm, im black
when im dead im black

but...

when you lie in the sun, you're brown
when you're mad, you're red
when you're ill, you're yellow
when you're cold, you're blue
when you're warm, you're red
when you'e dead, you're white

and then they call my skin colored...

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my poetry

In my world are no colors,
just black and gray,like my thaughts.
I've never known love, neither laughter,
because everything is dark and gray.
The only other color is red,
like the tears i cry.
They once showed me how a rainbow looked like.
But if rainbows were gray,
my life would be full of rainbows...
_

Everyone laughs, i cry
I run up the stairs, you follow me
I feel the wind in my hair, you try to stop me
I jump, you cry
I laugh forever, while you cry like I used to...
_

You know that body,
wich you love to see,feel, hear
The body with the arm,
that lies gently around your waste
The body with the hand,
that strokes your cheek softly
The face with the mouth,
wich whispers the sweetest things in your ears
The face with the eyes,
wich make you lose your sight when you in it

Here I lie,nice and warm,
but so empty inside
And im waiting,
waiting for the arm around my waste
_

On the day you ask me out,
everything will be like a dream
I'll be with you all night,
and we'll drink red whine
We will watch the stars,
while I'm lying in your arms
I would stay with you,
love you forever

There's nothing that kan ruin my life,
nothing that can harm me
Tonight I see the world in another look,
because tonight, I'll be drinking red whine...
_

fun/sweet thing i saw on other peeps pro's

♥ put this on ur pro ifu careabout someone

*kiss on the cheeck:were friends
*kiss on the stomack:im ready
*kiss on the forhead:i hope were together forever
*kiss on the temple:i like u
*kiss on the neck:we belong together
*kiss on the soulder:i want u
*kiss on the lips:i love u
*playing arounded with ur hair:cant live without u
*holding hands:happyness
*arms around waist:u are mine i need u
*hug:i care
*smileing at each other:i like u
*wink:flirtatoin
*looking around:hideing true feelings
*tender kisses on the side of the lips:ur smile
*wetting ur lips: waiting for a kiss
*teardrops:im losing u
*crys:i lost u ♥♥





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╚══╝if u love music



╔╗╔═╦╗ Put this on your
║╚╣║║╚╗ page if u say lol
╚═╩═╩═╝ a lot




_♥_♥___♥_♥_ ρυт тнis
♥___♥_♥___♥ нєαrт
_♥___♥___♥_ oη yoυr
__♥_____♥__ ραgє if
___♥___♥___ yoυ luv
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The pen may be mightier than the sword, but my keyboard can crush your crummy pen!

i'm not afraid of death! what's it gonna do, kill me ?

a good friend will ring you bale money when you're in jail. A best friend will be right beside you saying, "We ******** uuuuuup."

i'm not stalking you--your house just happens to be everywhere i go

i break for ... OH s**t NO BREAKS!

heart attacks ... god's revenge for eating his animal friends.

ther are three kinds of peoples in this world. those who can count and those who can't.

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Got a problem with me? .x.Solve It
Think Im trippin? .x.Tie My Shoe
Can't stand me? .x.Sit Down
Can't face me?.x.Turn Around
Love me? .x.Awesome
Hate me? .x.Even Better
Think Im ugly? .x.Like your prettier?
Don't like my style? .x.Hate Yours
Don't know me? .x.Don't Judge Me
Think u know me?.x. You Don't Have A Clue
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BOY: I love her more than the air i breath.
GIRL: Well I'm always here for you.
BOY: I know.
GIRL: What's wrong?
BOY: I like her so much.
GIRL: Talk to her.
BOY: I don't know. She wont even like me.
GIRL: Don't say that. You're amazing.
BOY:I just want her to know how I feel.
GIRL:Then tell her.
BOY: She won't like me.
GIRL: How do you know that?
BOY: I can just tell.
GIRL: Well just tell her.
BOY: What should I say?
GIRL: Tell her how much you like her.
BOY: I tell her that daily.
GIRL: What do you mean?
BOY: I'm always with her. I love her.
GIRL: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
BOY: Wait. Who do you like?
GIRL: Oh some boy.
BOY:Oh... She won't like me either.
GIRL: She does.
BOY: How do you know?
GIRL: Because, who wouldn't like you?
BOY: You.
GIRL: You're wrong, I love you.
BOY: I love you too.
GIRL: So are you going to talk to her?
BOY: I just did.

GIRLS- If you think this is sweet, post it to ur page.
GUYS- If u are man enough you won¿t have a problem putting it in ur site.
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"A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle
Girl: Slow down im scared
Guy: No this is fun
Girl: No its not please its to scary
Guy: then tell me you love me
Girl: I love you slow down
Guy: Now give me a big hug
She gave him a big hug
Guy: Can you take off my helmet & put it on yourself its bothering me.
In the newspaper the next day a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks were broke he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him she loved him one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live even if it meant that he would die.
*If you would do the same for the person you love copy this in your profile
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FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
TRUE FRIENDS: are the reasons you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
TRUE FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
TRUE FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying "Damn ... we ******** up ... but that s**t was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you cry.
TRUE FRIENDS: cry with you
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
TRUE FRIENDS: keep your s**t so long they forget its yours.
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you.
TRUE FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
TRUE FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds a** that left you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
TRUE FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while.
TRUE FRIENDS: Are for life.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
TRUE FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "b***h drink the rest of that you know we don't waste s**t."
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk s**t to the person who talks s**t about you.
TRUE FRIENDS: Will knock them the f**k out
FAKE FRIENDS: Will read this.
TRUE FRIENDS: Will steal this
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PLZ Plz reed this and post on ur profial plz plz plz this is really sad.
Her name was Auroura She was only five
This is what happened When she was alive
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her Locked in an attic
Her only friend was a little toy bear
It was old and worn out And had patches of hair
She always talked to it When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound
Until her parents unlock the door
Some more and more pain She'll have to endore
A bruise on her leg A scar on her face
Why would she be In such a horrible place?
But she grabs her bear And softly crys
She loves her parents But they want her to die
She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking,
" God, why? Why is My life always sinking? "
Such a bad life For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did
Then one night Her mom came home high
The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by
Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy One that she made
She thrusted the blade Right in her chest,
" You deserve to die You worthless pest! "
The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dying
She grabbed her bear And again started crying
Police showed up At the small little house
They quickly barged in Everything was as quiet as a mouse
One officer slowly Opened a door
To find the sad little girl Lying on the floor
It must have been bad To go through so much harm
But at least she died With her best friend in her arms
A child dies every day from child abuse. And if you have an ounce of pity in you for little Auroura and you hate child abuse with a passion you will repost this and help out those abused children and let them know that someone cared for them. If you don't then you should go to frikin hell, this is horrible what happened to these innocent children. It doesn't take that long to repost only about 10 seconds so please just do it. its worth it to let everyone see this. some people are so cruel... this is terible but it hapens so much we cant ignore it. Plz do post this on ur profile to help stop child abuse.
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I never knew I loved you.

He had sat by her for days, for weeks, for months. He had sat by her all year, shed never missed a day.
Now she was gone, and he knew that she would never be back. "killed herself, so young..."
the words echoed reapeatedly in his head. He slumped onto his desk and stared at hers.
For just one second he closed his eyes and pretended she was there, sitting next to him again, smiling,
and chattering at him, laughing when he didn't. Why are you always so cold? Why don't you talk to me?
It's not like I'm diseased or something, she had once said. Laughing nervously when he rolled his eyes,
he wondered now what would have happened if he had laughed too. If he had smiled and said, "sorry." He
sneaked a peak at her from his peripheral vision, she looked like a kicked puppy, staring ath the floor,
but her just turned away, trying to ignore the little voice in his head, "she's beautiful and she likes you,
g8ve her a chance..." but he ignored it. When he rode the bus home, he saw the empty seat infront of his.
"killed herself, so young, no friends" and bit back a sob. Just yesterday, she'd sat there smiling back at him.
He had not smile back, just gazed sulking out the window. Pushing her away. He got off the bus and remembered her
tentative smile the day before. The last time he saw her, rain flattened her mahogony curls. She had looked so sad
and he did not care. "killed herself, so young, no friends" As he trudged home her voice echoed so faint, from the
day before. "Bye" he had thought he imagined that she had said, "goodbye forever." He'd just shrugged and waved
halfheartedly, and he could see the pain of rejection in her eyes. "killed herself..." He remembered the voice
crackleing of the intercom. "students, I have some terrible news, Anna Carlson, has... Anna Carlson is dead. There
will be a service thisafternoon, that is all" The voice cut off and he hurd the murmurs, "killed herself..."
When he got home, he flopped on the bed. "why do I even care?" he asked out loud, startled by the sound of his
voice. "because you loved her" the voice in his head had whispered. He shook his head. "No." But he knew he was
lieing. "killed herself, so young." He fell into a fretful sleep and her face kept appearing infront of him, rain
soaked, and sad, smiling so hopefully. Why had he not said something, anything. Why had he ignored her, why had he
not cared before? "killed herself, so young. "NO FRIENDS" He sat up in his bed in a cold sweat. He remembered her
last morning, how she had tried to sit next to him, and he had moved to another seat, how crestfallen her face was.
"your fault" the voice wispered. "killed herself, so young, no friends. "Oh god" he thought, it was his fult. He
had been there, watched her, and seen her sadness, her loneliness. Like his own and he did nothing. She tried to get
close, to feel wanted, and he had not allowed her that, had not saved her. "killed herself..." The days blurred and
the empty dest taunted him, day after day, blaming him, forcing him to believe she was gone, but could see her so
clearsy, like she had just left class early, he heard her voice, and saw her smile, sometimes, he even smiled back...
The voice haunted his sleep, sometimes she was there too, smiling and holding his hand, leading him. She always took
him to the cemetary, to the cold gray stone, then dissappeared. Her sadness reappearing as she faded. He always went
with her. When he woke, he would stare sadly at the mirror infront of his bed, he always stared till he saw her face
and then he whispered, "I'm sorry, so so sorry, I did not know I loved you so much, but I could not let myself love you."
Then the sweet illusion would fade, and he would be alone again. "You did not have to be alone, you could have had her."
The voice whispered as he shuddered, again holding back the tears. "killed herself, so young, no friends." "Wow, that
movie was so stupid." she had whispered, he nodded, he agreed with her, and if it were anyone else would have started
joking around, but he let it drop, and he realized it had been there too, the pain. She had been so alone. "killed
herself..." He remembered every day, every conversation, every time he stared at her lips, or listened to her soft voice,
and every time, he pretended she didn't exist. "You should be happy, now you don't have to pretend" the voice mocked him
and he knew it was true. He felt it inside, the heavy cold weight of her loss, how he'd never known her, how he lost his
chance to really love her. "If only I hadn't ignored you, if only I'd answered, if only I'd let myself love you." A tear
rand down his cheek. "Killed herself..." I wish I had told you, wish that I had known, I wish I had realized what you
were to me before... before you died, because of me, because I never knew I loved you... and I loved you to late.

Noms

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nambinhvu Report | 02/27/2011 10:21 am
nambinhvu
lols mhmm smile thanks I'm still missing stuff, I had to improvise a lot XD
sunny sane Report | 01/23/2011 10:08 am
sunny sane
Dankjewel mrgreen
AKlawyerboy Report | 01/16/2011 2:06 pm
AKlawyerboy
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/zomg-gaia-s-mmo/post-your-omg-zomg-pics-here-the-original/t.59163931/
gotta hate those computer crashes. scream
heres dat link cool
xI Funny nut Delirios Ix Report | 01/04/2011 10:01 am
xI Funny nut Delirios Ix
do you think you could sell me inaris beads for 500k, since you bought it for 400k?
XoX-PiNkiEZ-XoX Report | 11/12/2010 8:31 pm
XoX-PiNkiEZ-XoX
hey, the pastry thing you were looking for is called Bon Pain ^_^
omiha Report | 09/27/2010 6:58 pm
omiha
cool avi
omiha Report | 09/18/2010 12:32 am
omiha
100000000 gold then copy/paste this on ten gaia profiles and press f4 then log out and log back in and check your gold!!!!!!!it really works!!!!!!!!
comostatic Report | 09/01/2010 12:38 pm
comostatic
Awww no wonder i dont see you often. Too bad. Well its nice to see you when i do see you. I still have you on my friends list. Hehe.
comostatic Report | 09/01/2010 11:05 am
comostatic
Hey there sweetie! Hiiiiiii! Just checking up on you...it has been a VERY VERY long time since last we did stuff on zomg eh? Hows things with you? And loving the avi!
Snugglepuddles Report | 06/23/2010 5:39 pm
Snugglepuddles
Great avi!

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hes my best gaian buddy...

IF U DARE TO SEND ME A CHAIN LETTER, ILL REPORT U AND KICK U OF MY FRIEND LIST!!! SO BEWARE!!!

An apple a day keeps the doctor away... if well aimed...

I DONT SUFFER FROM MY INSANETY, I ENJOY EVERY MINIT OF IT

what? never seen a ghost in a sexeeh dress?

she gave me white drome egg...shes holy!!

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