AboutThisGirl...

i'm thirteen years old. in love with my best friend but i'm not going out with him.

i'm a liar. i'm a truther.
i'm a fixer and i'm a heart breaker.
i'm a poet and i'm a teenager.
i have had my share of mistakes and i'm still learning what is what in this world. i abuse myself and i've been abused by others. and sometimes i scream for no reason at all. if i'm put in a room by myself, i begin to think about all the horrible things i've done to others. friends have walked out on me, to the point where only Steven and Danielle stayed. i give and give and give to people and every now and then i take what i need. i need closeness to someone or else i don't feel wanted. i've tried to restart my life twice and trust me it doesn't work. now i'm writing my story in pen because ped can't be erased. talk to me. i really am a good person to talk to. i love giving advice. so yeah here are some of my interests....
Writing is my passion. I could sit for hours and hours at a desk. Fall is my favorite season. I love the smell of the dying ground and the colors are absolutly breathtaking. Muffins are my new addiction. Steven got me hooked because that's his petname for me. Robots&&Ninjas are my thing too because they are amazing. smile

oh && 12.12, 12.13, and 12.19 are the best days of my life