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Woo "ME", a topic you'd think I'd be able to rant about for eternity... however it's shocking to discover how much one actually knows about themself.
Think for a minute... about every situation you could be put in and the action you'd take. Would you really die for that special someone? Could you cut off your arm to save the rest of you? You really don't know till you're there... since everyone seriously under estimates their nature.
Humans truely are just selfish meat bags roaming the earth destroying everything they see in order to fashion it into something they deem appropriate to their eyes. Even then it's hard for humanity to refrain from destroying that too.
Anyway, back to me. I can entertain myself here for hours on end because like everyone (though many will deny) I am rather egotistical reagrding my way of thought. So voicing it on a voiceless keyboard makes me chuckle for more reasons then one.
I once wrote that I was a paper lantern because my true light was hidden by fragile, yet beautiful folds of pulp. Thin wood makes up my endoskeleton, a material that can burn just as readily as a wick, yet is determined to remain unscathed by the flame it envelopes. An interesting concept and an even more egotisical metaphor.
It's funny possessing an ego and a low self-esteem. I'm like an unstable teeter-totter letting the dust have all the fun as time makes me sway from point to point. It's dizzy and I wish someone would make me stop... but I can't let that happen. My problems are my own.
I play too many games with people. I really shouldn't since they assume that I'm not serious when I play my games. Games are for entertainment only... but what about the games that hold peoples lives in the balance? What about the ones people make money off of - money to survive. Are those for fun?
I play games so my mentality can survive. So I can keep sane in a world that demands insanity. We're surrounded by so much nonsense that we can't see since we were raised in it. To us it's normal... we're blind to it. Can we open our eyes to it though? Is it possible?
I want to be a tree when I grow up... I really do.
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I also do art... if you want some, PM me.
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