I seem to have stumbled across a love for windows.
The farther I lean out of them, the more beautiful they seem, the more refreshing it feels.
The moon fosters my stare every night. Or perhaps, the night itself does.
I am becoming more and more nocturnal.
Sleep and myself are locked in an epic battle.
It rarely graces me with it's presence. I don't necessarily mind though.
I've been absorbed by books and stories.
Their words are like shackles, only with a kinder demeanor attached.
I adore the rain, or better yet, a good storm now and again.
The sky, it's gorgeous. The smell is crisp.
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To lose is to forget, how do you forget, what you don't want to lose.
Friends
Means sharing, bittersweet
A brand name of love. It is a tie for all time,
Longer than the shadows we forget
Yet shorter and better than life, or for some longer,
Stronger. It balances you, with a pole in
One hand and a rope in the other, you choose what to use it for.
It is forever.
ROMEO
Here's what love is:
A smoke made out of lovers' sighs.
When the smoke clears,
love is a fire burning in your lover's eyes.
If you frustrate love, you get an ocean made out of lovers' tears.
What else is love? It's a wise form of madness.
It's a sweet lozenge that you choke on.
ROMEO
If my eyes ever lie to me like that,
let my tears turn into flames and burn them for being
such obvious liars!
A woman more beautiful than the one I love?
The sun itself has never seen anyone as beautiful since
the world began.
People cry, people moan
Look for a dry place to call their home
Try to find some place to rest their bones
While the angels and the devils try to make 'em their own
What is behind my eyes?
A student
A lonely soul
Constantly studying forms
Looking for some reason to live
What is behind my eyes?
A companion
A lonely soul
One who lends out comfort
Hoping to receive its own
Joining Paradigm shift as a base player.
I just got my bass gutiar.
No mountain nor sea,
No thing of this world
could keep us apart.
Because this is not my world.
.....you are.....
Because I'm in too deep
And I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head
Instead of going under.
Honey did you know??
You've changed the way I see things
You make me happy to look forward to,
What tomorrow will bring
Not going to show a weakness.
I'm going to smile and tell the world i'm fine.
I'm going to keep my sences,
But deep down where no one can hear me
Ill be crying.
"And in those days shall men seek death,
And shallnot find it; they shall desire to die,
And death shall flee from them."
Deep into that darkness peering,
long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting,
dreaming dreams of why love could cause a man to kill himself.
I just want her to talk to me again.
I feel like my heart is breaking and I can barely breathe.
I'm so sorry. I just want you to love me again ....
The way I've always loved you.
LOVE ME OR HATE ME,
TEAR ME APART,
KILL ME OR KISS ME,
I GIVE YOU MY HEART...
Some personal things about me...
- I have mood swings that vary...
- I have random feelings of emptiness...
- I am uneasy with love ive been broken to many times...
- I get depressed quite a bit...
- I hate having to wear masks to hide my feelings but i do all the time...
- I hate being alone but i am most of the time even when im with what most people call friends...
"im the pyro that fell in love with snow...
the fire in the night... the dead and gone..."
I am alone. I want to figure things out on my own,
experience life on my own, listening to my ideas;
alone. No one thinks the way I do.
I can handle things on my own;
I always have and always will.
If I find a person that tries to pry my emotions out,
I won't let them. The walls I put up will stay there forever.
I am on the borderline of despair, however, I suck it up.
If I let my emotions run, I fall out of control.
I look at beauty in a different light,
it doesn't make me feel any better or any worse.
In life you can close your eyes
to things you don't want to see,
but you can't close your heart
to things you don't want to feel.
Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds;
It dies of weariness,
of witherings,
of tarnishings.
Love is patient;
love is kind;
love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude.
It does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice in wrongdoing,
but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
and endures all things.
" I am a deeply religious nonbeliever - this is a somewhat new kind of religion. "
"If you can't explain it simply, you don't understand it well enough. "
"Only two things are infinite, the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the former. "
"When we remember that we are all mad,
the mysteries disappear and life stands explained."
"Follow those who seek the truth.
Run from those who claim to have found it."
If you can't say something nice, say something naughty.
im diffrent i understand....
and im lost...waiting to be found....
no one wants to find me...
95% of people commit suicide thinking that it will be better for them on the other side.
the other 5% use it as a way of telling God,
"You cant fire me I QUIT!!"
Goodbye At Last
Saying goodbye is never easy
It's the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.
Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.
You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without a warning
No good-byes, my only regret.
Wherever I may be now
Always searching for another so true
To place my world of emotion
Handing my love to someone like you.
If again I must go there
And experience all the pain
I would do it in a minute
For all the good I would gain.
No matter what my wrongs
You offered only love
Until the day you left me
For your new home far away.
I know you still are with me
Your love is within my heart
Our souls will never part.
This is given to you in honor
Of all that we did share
I just wanted you to know, dear,
How much I really did care.
Dying Inside
Something so hard
goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.
I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;
but I'm dying inside.
The world seems to be fading,
and I just want to run and hide.
Everywhere I go I see your face,
and realize how much I miss you;
and on the day you left
a piece of me left too.
What Can Be Said About Loss
What can be said about loss
In love -
Those gaping wounds bleeding from aching spirits.
Rich libraries of memories calling from those
Cob- webbed shelves of the mind, of empty
Arms, and absent laughter, loving ways,
Sparkling eyes no longer there. Of
Breakfast tables, lonely beds
And favorite things
Gathering
Dust.
What can be said about love
When loss
Rips the tapestry of a spirit apart, leaving threadbare
A soul unraveling. A lover carries away
with them irretrievably,A central,
vital piece of living.When Nothing
is ever the same again.
When healing takes so very
Long, leaving such
Hideous
Scars.
I Know
I know you're gone
and gone is forever.
I sometimes think I hear and see you,
then I think its not true
and it breaks my heart in two -
two pieces that slowly mend together,
month after month.
Memories are painful and also wonderful.
Why your gone now is something I don't know,
why you took my heart and left me behind.
What I will always know and always tell
is that you were wonderful!
You don't always have to know someone well to love them. And you don't have to know them well to suffer when they leave.
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Me? I'm dishonest.
And a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishonest.
Honestly, it's the honest ones you want to watch out for,
because you can never predict when
they're going to do something incredibly ... stupid.
-Captain Jack Sparrow
The sun said goodbye as the moon said hello, and as the light faded,
the darkness of night kissed the starlit sky.
My Darkness Is Eating Me Away But You're Love Is Keeping Me Whole...
Let Us Leave Behind This Forsaken World All I'll Ever Need Is You
We've all got both light and dark inside us.
What matters is the part we choose to act on.
That's who we really are.
Silver Tears Shining Bright Fallen From The Hopeless Night Seeking Comfort In What Was Right Finding Darkness Coming Nigh...
