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I just need to talk about this. Recently my best friend decided to break up with her boyfriend. Normally that's no big deal. I have seen the boyfriends of my friends come and go, but none of my freinds had dated someone this long.
This is a guy that has been part of my life for over two years. I guess it's the fact that I hate to see people fight, I hate loosing friends even more. I understand sometimes you've just gotta let someone go, either for you sanity for for their's, but I just don't like this. I am watching this total detachment happening and I hate it. I miss my friend. I feel almost like I did when my Dad left. It's like this break-up is happening, it's got nothing to do with me, I have no control in it( or any rason to have any), but yet I still end up really upset about it. Why do I have to get so worked up over somthing that has ABSOLUTLY NOTHING to do with me?
I despise the idea that this person who I've been hanging out with on a just about everyday basis for about a year now, is going away. I just keep wondering, it this the last time I'm going to get to talk to my friend? Is this the last time I'm gonnna see him?
I don't like this. Not at all. I just don't know what to do. I don't wanna be this upset.
I don't want to lose my friend either. I hate feeling like this. Being upset over all of this then being mad at myself for intruding into a matter that has nothing to do with me. I just don't know what to do.
 Barako Shino · Mon Aug 13, 2007 @ 03:02am · 2 Comments |
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Ok so I'm doing some researh on the anime Jigoku shoujo for a little something I've got planned for my friends. Well in my hunt I decided to see if somene had tried to create the Hotline to Hell website. They had. It looked really cool (and I'm estatic that I was able to steel the immages used to make it heart I mean it's just for my own collection of pictures, but thats cool)
I had to type in someone's name just for the heck of of it. I was kinda disappionted that when I clicked the button that the screen went tottaly black and nothing else happened. I do have to admit though, I did look over my shoulder and check my cell phone for messages...just in case. sweatdrop
(If you;ve never seen Jigoku Shoujo then you should. and you should know that when someone contacts the hell girl via the hotline to hell she would then kinda just show up in their room or send a message to their cell phone telling them that their message had been recived.)
Yeay for thinking Hell Girl was gonna show up. LOL, maybe I don't have enough hatetrid.
just wanned tell someone about it.
ja
Barako Shino · Tue Feb 20, 2007 @ 06:53pm · 0 Comments |
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A post in a journal no one reads |
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I got board so I found my journal and started playing with it. I'm not much of an online journal(or real life for that matter) person so I'm kinda giving up on writing about anything really important in here because, well, I'm too lazy to type all that out.
Tis convention season! Give me money! lol I hate being a poor otaku, that's why I'm gonna go look for another job tommarow. Something that'll have me working more...and with less telephones....
I hate giving surveys. It sucks. But you can't really beat $8/h to sit on your butt and talk on a phone. It's just after a year of it, it gets old. Bealls hear I come!!
I've done a short stent of retail with BonWorth so it has potental. $8/h with reliable hours...my god it would be wonderful! Thats the kicker about giving surveys. I get sent home early constantly. Mind you I'm looking to be sent home, but I'd do that at any job (well, not ANY job but any job I can realisticly get with my education, with no drug test in this shitty little city.) CCI just sucks becuse they actually let me go.
Ugh....CCI pisses me off...ya know what? It's time to make sure I can't pass a drug test for another month,.
JA!
Barako Shino · Mon Feb 19, 2007 @ 04:59am · 0 Comments |
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Behold the power of the Vending Lincence!! |
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DUDE!!!! I just bougt a vending licence last night and I put a few items up for sale in the marketplace. I started out with little things like tokens and paper but I just put up my dragon bone helm (I really didn't like that thing) and I put it up for like 225 less than the lowest buy it now and I swear to god it was sold in less than three minutes!!! I have over 16,000g!!!!! I've NEVER had that much gold!!! ^.^ I'm really happy! ^.^
Though I should note that I just went and spent it all on a mochi ^.^
Barako Shino · Fri Oct 20, 2006 @ 03:55pm · 0 Comments |
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Wow, so this is me actually making a journal entry for the first time in forever. I don't really think the last one counts. crying
So in the wonderful-ness that is Gaia.....
So I finished questing for my Gwee!!! ^.^ I cheeted a little to kick myself off, I bought some gift credits, I bought something with them and then sold it back to the store for half price. I ended up with like 4300g and I posted and fished and worked my butt off in like 4 days to save up the I think I was like 4500g It took to buy my Gwee. I still kinda feel like it was lent to me and I have to give it back soon. The only down side was that I sold my G-LOL Blood Misstress Top when I saw a Gwee being sold in the marketplace for less than 9000g and all I needed was 1000g more. Now I've gotta figure out if I'm really gonna quest and earn the gold or if I'm just gonna buy some more girft credits and buy it that way.
Oh! If you have a "Pet" Like a Coco or Roro you are looking to trade go here!
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=18436039&page=1#929419167
It's my thread with all that I am offering for pets such as those.
Also, I'm really psyched about Halloween! I know we're going for a "War of the Worlds" kinda thing...Mr. Ron Bruise....But I still think it's cool. Now I actually want to see the movie >.<;;;;; *points and laughs in Gaia's general direction*
I hope Jack kicks Ron's a**.
Ok, so now for some really world stuff!
Last night I was comming home from my friend's house when I saw this black sedan really close behind me with these little while lights blinking in the headlights. I was in a construction Zone so I figured it was one of the construction worker's cars since they have lights that blink like that too. But other than me it was the only car out there, so I turned off my radio and that when I heard a quick little "Whoooop!" Come from the car. Yup. My dumb a** was being pulled over and I didn't relise it. The cop swears I was doing 70, though I only saw the spedameter hit 60, and when I did I started hitting my breaks. Either way the speed limit was only 35. He told me a ticket for doing 70 in a 35 constrction zone was like $500. I was freaking out. He come back from his car telling me to watch my spedameter and slow down and this wan't just awarrning but a "Very Strong Warnning" Some how I got off with only a stern talking to. I do very much appreciate the cop doing that though, don't get me wrong, that cop will forever kick a** in my book, but I have been driving scared since then. I guess it worked.
I'm trying to get ready for Anime South as well. I'm really looking forward to making such a long trip with just me and two of my friends. It's gonna be cool.
I had a dreem last night I was freeking out becuase I wanted to wear a really pretty dress to the ball being held at the con (I don't even know if AS is having one, but in the dream they were) I wanted to have a really pretty dress for it, now I couldn't go as Amelia like I've been planning to make for a while now, no I freaked out for a while, then decided I wanted to make the wedding gown Ayame made in Fruba. Now I already cosplayed that costume but I had the wrong wig and I bought the wedding gown. I've been known to have freaked out dreams like this before cons before so I'm not worring but I still find this one kinda odd.
My mom and I are getting ready to move our trailer to another park. Ours is being sold. It sucks and is the bane of my exsistance right now.
Alright, I've decided that is is WAAAAAAYYY too long already and that I've grown board with typing this and my nephew is crying now, so G2g
Barako shino!
Barako Shino · Wed Oct 11, 2006 @ 08:45pm · 0 Comments |
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At approx. 2pm today my grandmother died. So today i dress in mourning for her. FYI kind of thing.
Barako Shino · Thu Sep 07, 2006 @ 07:27pm · 0 Comments |
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Ok. If you read this and go, OMG! shes talking about me. I'm sorry but at the moment I'm rather pissed and am too mcuh of a ******** a** kisser to tell you.
So a while ago I got off thephone with a freind of mine. Don't get me wrong I love her to death but she is pissing me off so badly!!!! I started getting my freinds to play tennis a while back becuase some other freinds of mine got me watching prince of tennis. We decided that we would play tennis every friday from now on. Well the freind I started playing with (who is still in high school) decided to go and join her school tennis club. I kinda hinted at the fact I would really prefer that she didn't when she first got the idea. The try outs were a few days ago and she managed to get in despite all my wishing and praying that she wouldn't. She now calls me up this evening talking about all the new cool tennis gear she just got and how she learned warm-ups and the proper stance for serving. WOOP-DE-DOO!
I'm sorry I know I sound like a b***h but I'm not in high school any more. I can't afford tennis lessons. and I was the one who got her into playing like this. Even though she had more skill than me when we started we were still on an even feild about actually playing. I learned a few rules and scoring from prince of tennis. She usedd to play with her uncle and so she had a few memories of that to work with. I know you're all just thinking "Why don't you have her teach you what shes learning in school?" I just can't bring myself to do that. We were learning together. This is s**t. She also happens to be a cronic lier, so I can't trust what she says. She'll tell me rules as we're playing just to make the game turn to her favor. I need to learn this stuff for myself. I hurts so much to know shes getting to do this. I am just crossing my fingers praying that she can't find that $40 for her physical, she'll get kicked off the team if that happens.
I hate being so selfish. I don't want to be mad at her, jelous of her. I just can't help it. Shes gonna come over later and shes gonna blable on and on about tennis club. Hope I don't go get my raquet and bash her over the head.
I'm sorry.
Barako Shino · Fri Feb 03, 2006 @ 12:22am · 1 Comments |
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and the quest goes on.... |
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I got my nurse hat! wheee!!!! Now I just need the 500 gold for the scrub top. hopefully I can get it done by tonight. This journal entry is so I can get enough gold to get some fish bait. Because you make more gold fishing than sitting on your butt. and well....people are getting on my nerves.
Barako Shino · Mon Dec 05, 2005 @ 03:30am · 0 Comments |
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yeah....so...the nurse top can't be worn with the scrub bottoms unless you wanna look like you're wearing jammies. Looks like I gotta get the scrub top too....might as well get a nurse hat while I'm at it...I'm gonna have the set might as well get all of it....
Barako Shino · Sun Dec 04, 2005 @ 02:50am · 0 Comments |
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