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My Negativity

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Broken Personas
Mahzuki is my machine persona. I use it in real life to perform calculations and rationalization. By default it is a negative persona because a machine is disposable.
A few months ago I made another persona by splitting off some of Mahzuki's functions and called it Mahsuki.
It was overwhelmingly positive which tended to clash with my normal negativity.
Thinking back on it now it seemed that the Mahsuki persona clashed more with my normal self than it did with Mahzuki.
I now know that the core of a emotional breakdown that occurred a month ago lies in the fact that my ability to silence my emotions is not without a price. Switching between two personas is too much.
I must combine the two back into one if I am to repair my broken Mahzuki.

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