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Ok this s funny to me i havent done this in a while so lets try this ok so lets see ahhh....

does the pain stay when someone tells you they dont like you any more, do you cry every now and then when you think about it every now and then, well i just found out that means you have a broken heart and you still love that person, now im not saying it happened to me but i was just thinking about it cause i found out that a girl i still like doesnt like me any more. People would ask are you ok, or thats so sad but to me you think about it it just means she probably likes someone else or i did something wrong but if thats the cause then i have no right to get mad right.?.?.?
well can you tell me one thing why when im hurt i smile, when i need to cry i laugh, but when im scared i act friendly. Why is human nature so confusing to us why cant we just understand it so easily why do we deny so many things that are true and then we finally relize it but only when it's to late. I have no idea where this is going either but you know everything i just said could have been true or maybe we just trick ourselves into thinking that, either way i was hurt for a quick 1 hour but now its over cause i have plans on figuring out what im supposed to do.......