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Manipulated By Demons
Manipulated By Demons

Now here I stand in loneliness, I wonder if you’re feeling this, suppress the pain I feel with so much hate.
I was never built to last. I drink these thoughts into the past, to fill the voided within that you create.
The devil stands before us all, though some will laugh, well others fall, I hope he ******** takes you, because I don’t ******** need you!!!

I bow my head, fall on my knees
And pray forgiveness for thoughts like these.
You where my strength when I was week,
Now all I do is hate you! (I’ll ******** throw it away)
Someone send me a sign or save me please
I’m falling back to disaster, rescue me!!
Manipulated by demons!!!

You love it when I ******** fall, and drown these tears with alcohol, pop the pill so I won’t feel the pain.
The music flows with in my mind. I picture in my head rewind, and play back link a movie in my brain.
Altered pictures in my head, now I feel your better dead, because I have learned to hate you, because I don’t ******** need you!!!!

I look into the mirror to find what I’ll see…
I hate the reflection of the man staring back at me…
An open bottle in his hand, in the other a gun
Forgive me father for I have sinned…signed your fallen son… Manipulated by demons!


[b:edf29dafad]Sup Gaia, Friends call me DNA (Drunken Native American)[/b:edf29dafad]
“To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what he has already achieved, but at what he aspires to.” - Kahlil Gibran
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