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asnpnaypride
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crying I cant stop thinking about him. My birthday started so wrong and just ended so wrong. crying Am i going to loose him? i had to beg just to stay with him. i can't stop thinkg about him. i dont care that he spend time with his friend instead with me on my birthday. all i wish for this year is to change and to keep him here with me. i'm going nuts.i really love him. i wont find another like him. what will i do without him. and what? call christian up and be like hey what's up? i love him more than anything. i cant live without him. i can't i just can't. look at me. i wont be able to handle the loss. i dont think he really gave me a chance. i just think he only said that so i can leave him alone or tell me bullshit that i just want to hear. he hasn't answered my calls. i hate this so much. crying crying crying crying crying cry cry cry
I hate myself. i would never forgive myself for ******** up so badly.no body in this world i would love as much as i love him. i know i may be difficult at times but this is what happens to live with someone. dont leave me angel i love you with all my heart. crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying




 
 
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