I'm not going to be online. For a while. I need time to straighten my head and when I come online there's too many painful memories for me to cope with.
So as for now, my gaia, facebook and DA are on hold.
I honestly don't know if i'm going to come back.
And if I come back, Aya will be gone.
I just don't have effort to do anything. So I'm not going to try to manage my online accounts and my characters. Because none of that matters anymore.
We'll see what happens from here. Maybe I'll get better, maybe I'll only get worse. I don't know... nor do I want to think about it.
Thanks for everything up to this point guys. For everyone on gaia I ever rped with... For everyone who's care up until this point.. Thank you.
But right now I'm too far gone in this depression to do much of anything but cry.
So I'm bidding you all a farewell. Maybe I'll hear from you again.. Maybe I won't.
I'm sorry. Truely, horribly sorry.
XAyaxSayuriX · Sun May 16, 2010 @ 02:06pm · 0 Comments |