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The many creations of Afrolad
Read along and you shall see what is on my mind.
Disugst.. Dillusional..Maybe I'm just ******** up..
On a night drive my mind has a mind of its own.
Yet it thinks, feels, just like a human being.
Thinks of all the things that strike me and claw at me, making me lose sanity.

Makes me believe everyone has left me.
That I'm alone.
But then again, i am actually quite lonely.
Night after night sitting at my house by myself
Driving by myself.

Everywhere.. by myself

it then starts to that they just left me behind.. wanting me out of their lives completely..
I'll admit, I start to think that way..
Maybe it's psychological..
But yet i know i am alone..

And when i come around that curb..come to my turn..
I think

"Maybe I'll keep driving...Maybe I'll leave this ******** place to rust.."

Sometimes i rage out and think

"it's not like they'd care"

I'm the only soul on earth. And my mind is the only one who understands that..
Maybe i'm finally crazy..

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