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<center> OMG THIS IS SO EXCITING. I WAS INVITED TO JOIN THE HONORARY AT OLDBIE GUILD!!!!! I THOUGHT AT HAS FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME, SINCE I WAS SO CAUGHT UP IN MY SCHOOL WORK. I AM AN AT OLDBIE, OMG!!! THIS IS WAY BITCHIN!!!! ALL THE OLDBIES ARE THERE, LIKE ALL THE LEGENDS AND I GOT THE HONOR TO JOIN THEM!!
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 Jelennyfur · Sat Jun 04, 2005 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments |
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<center> Yeah, science exam today. It sucked. I sat down at two papers, i asked khadeeja, "Should I take the yellow or green?" She told me to pick the yellow exam, but I went for the green. This is why I should always listen to my friends. I sometimes insist of trying to have a mind of my own, but yeah i should of listened to her that time! So I took a look at the exam, i didn't understand ANYTHING!! I was going to cry. Like 80% of my science mark right here on this peice of paper and yes Im going to fail. I know I say that every exam, but usally Im like, "HOLY ******** IM GOING TO FAIL! SAVE ME!!!!!!!" But I have such confidence of failing I just really don't care. A tear or two rolled out of my eyes, but after i need my faith was sealed, i calmed down and just workd at it. My biggest fault was refusing to memorize the sewage system. most of my definations were from there. I thought if i memorized other diagrams then I would be safe because there's always choices, wrong. God I'm such a moron. WHat I hate, is that mr.song excepts a lot from me. I do so well on the other exams and such, and he knows Im a huge science geek. It passed by me to see how was I doing, he just stood there. I didn't understand what i was suppose to do, so I pretended i did and fixed a pic of mine. he still wouldn't leave so i kept "fixing" it and tried looking busy.
Soo depressing!!! I wish had sims 2!!!!! But i lent it to lena, she's not even online. I'm bored as hell *sigh* at least i know she's getting joy at of it. as for me, i don't know what to do. I'm too depressed to listen to music, and i love music. i was too depressed to wear my blink hat walking home, i always wear it. oh well...
I REALLY,REALLY,REALLY,REALLY,REALLY,REALLY wishI had my sims 2!! It wouldn't of mattered if Lena gave it back tomorrow, I'm depressed now and i need it. I need her crying </center>
Jelennyfur · Mon May 30, 2005 @ 11:26pm · 0 Comments |
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<center> OMG!! THIS WHOLE THING WITH ASHLEY! I DON'T BELIEVE IT!! SO ******** MAD! OMG
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I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! SO UNDESCRIBLY..JUST..GRRRRR!!!!! WOULD OF DONE ANYTHING TO PREVENT THIS. RATHER IS HAPPENED TO ME. LENA IS THE BEST PERSON EVER AND DOESN'T DESERVE THIS! MY GOD I JUST WANT TO KILL THAT WHORE. KILL HER THEN SET HER BODY ON FIRE. IT WOULDN'T MATTER, SHE'S GOING TO HELL ANYWAYS!! I DO HOPE SHE DIES THAT b***h!!!
IF I HAD THE CHANGE I WOULD SLAUGHTER THAT STUPID ********!!!!!! I JUST HOPE SHE DOESN'T CROSS PATHS WITH ME!!</center>
Jelennyfur · Sun May 22, 2005 @ 07:23pm · 1 Comments |
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Aisha's Gone.Left Me Here ******** NOO PLEASE COME BACK |
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<center> I MISS AISHA DAMMIT!!!!!!!!! Grrr she left on Thursday and it's been a day since I talked to her. I miss her a lot! I like sat next to her since grade 6 crying . This is so upseting!!! Like...she's my big sister; always looking outfor me, always there to answer me questions and such. I depend on her and she's always at school, never misses a day. What am I going to do without aisha????? The world will crash. FOr one thing, I CAN NOT BELIEVE SHE LEFT ME ALONE WITH THOSE WHORES OF A GROUP, TALKSHOW!! Omg omg omg! The only reason I would do it and say the jokes and what not is for aisha. she would get mad if i bailed. RAWR! I'm so ******** pissed. And mary ann only gets more skanky...i don't want to talk about it. I htea my group so ******** much. What are we going to do at the meanings now??When we're suppose to have group discussion, i try to avoid talking with my actual group. I just turn to aisha and talk to her. if we conformed something we told our ggroup. They are too stupid and retarded to think of anything remotely important to say. And aisha and I are always at the same train of thought. If mary ann has a gay idea, I start with, "i'm not sure if we should do that...what do you think aisha?"
"yeah maybe not."
And stuff. TO back me up. Everyone in the group feels the same way but they don't want to say anything. Plus aisha is the leader of this group. she did everything, i followed and help. I'll be damned if any other b***h stands before me to take over. Aisha left it to me, I'm going to lead us to....some what of a less embaressing situation while being infront of the class. It's just I need someone to connect with,always. Always need a "right-hand-mam." Not always "right-hand" because they can lead but I always need someone there. I get too uncomfortable infront of the group because I hate those bastards so ******** much. *sigh* I'm lost here without her. I'm not sure if I should just try to stand tall and lead my group, or get another to replace her duties while she is on her leap of absence. Sure khadeeja as the assist for the show, but i'm not sure if it'll work out. Ms.M said we need to make a small role like...she can be my Vana White to my.....dude who hosts Wheel of Fortune!! Like bring out the prize and such. I just wish I knew what to do. I have ideas swirling in my mind that i can change for the show...then again I need the opinion and reinsurence to see if the idea is good. I don't know why but I always needed acceptance or guidence before proceding with anything. like if i think, "oh i love the color of this pencil. should i get it aisha?" and she says something like, "maybe red is better" yeah i'll listen to her. but in my head i hoped she said blue so i could get it, but i'd get red like she said. I need to learn to think for myself! High school man, think high school. Anyways I'm just lost. Plus ms.m got us into groups. i sit next to steven *sigh*. he's not a horrible person, he's nice i guess. it's just if our desks were the same as when aisha was here but she left, then khadeeja shifts one desk over and i got my right hang mam. but my friends were spread out all over the classroom. i think the teach is starting to notice that i'm like an attention whore XDDD I need attention, but only from my friends. put me infront of the class and i'll s**t my pants. XDDDDDD My process of thought:
1.get an idea
2.confirm it with aisha or someone
3.follow or change my idea.
Now i do want to be a leader......but i need someone to comfirm that XDDDDD
Well it's the weekend I have some days to sort myself </center>
Jelennyfur · Sat May 14, 2005 @ 06:10am · 0 Comments |
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<center> List
Guitar King
wink
Extreme
Green Leopard
Gorak ca
Gorak com
List Two
blinkrawks....blink
blinkdude....Lena
bryce....cosplay</center>
Jelennyfur · Thu May 12, 2005 @ 11:22pm · 0 Comments |
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<center> Yeha I got worst problems then some stupid little editorial. I think I have ADHD :.I always said ADD because well it was a joke. A joke with a hidden message as I'm right but still. I talked to amy and she TOTALLY CONVINCED me that I have ADHA. I looked it up on several sites and yeah i'm pretty sure i got it. Damn it, because of the ADHA i lack time managing skills...so i better go because i bet my hmwk won't get down over the weekend...bye
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Jelennyfur · Sat May 07, 2005 @ 03:37am · 0 Comments |
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<center>I'm clueless as to what I shall write for my editoral for school. The topic "Gay Marriages" has popped in my head. Very strongly for it, but this is a stupid editoral! The facts, the quotes the whole blah blah blah. If it was expository then it's just opinions. I don't want to look up a bunch of s**t about those who are against it. I don't give a damn about them. I just want a straight up opinion where I state what I think, and those who opposed can eat my a**. I went back and fourth on what I wanted. I still don't know. Everyone in my class is asnine and think it's gross when these people are really people, same rights, same everyone. Someone's sexual prefences doesn't determine anything. But thing is, Danielle is writing against it. I'm not saying I wouldnt hide my opinion just because a friend is opposed. It just makes me uncomfortable. She was talking about it was Samia,
"I'm writing about gay marriages"-Danielle
"I know you're opposed, but why? Are you religious?"-Me
"Not really. It's just. Eww it's sooo gross! I mean it's unnatural. Eww"-Danielle
Me: :/
I find that offensive, as a human being. I mean if you're gay, does that mean you have less rights as a straight person? Not at all. WHat i hate, is if my ignorant class finds out, I'm labeled a lesbien. Yeah, my class is that ignorant as to label me a lesbien just because I stand up for rights that aren't mine. If I stood up for the rights of Black People does that make me black? No it's just something I have to do. I'm opinion. But my teacher is being so understanding. I thought she'll embaress me. Like if she's calling people up to collect their sheets, and she goes, "And jennifer here's you sheets on gay marriages" Then i die. But she went up to me and said, "so jennifer, you have what you need for your editoral right?" Perfect. Didn't embaress me at all. I just want my opinion heard, just no one hears me. Well I don't even want my opinon heard, it's just the fact that I did what was right to my morals makes me feel good. Just if danielle finds out, heads will roll. SHe already asks if I was a lesbien O_o. Well were in the library and I said,"I would NEVER get married. Boys are icky! There so gross and they have cooties. Yuck, men.' Then she asked. What she doesn't know, is the reason why I hate guys everywhere is ian. and our friendship doesn't cover that. we just hang and stuff I don't want to talk about it. I just someone to tell me what to do. No strings attached. But it has to be convincing. If I ask aisha, she does her STUPIDMAKESMEWANTTOSTABHER shrug and says, "do what you want." Actually, everyone I ask in my class tells me that. I just need someone to shove it down my throat so I don't have a choice. I would ask Lena but I bugged her SOOOO much on it, she doesn'y even pretend to care XDDDDDDd. </center>
Jelennyfur · Sun May 01, 2005 @ 10:31pm · 0 Comments |
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