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You flip to the first page of the book, titled "Intro" You sit down on a stoll and read silently..."

"Well, it looks like you have found my long lost journal.

Well, lets start. My name is Alexa. I am 13 to this day, September 19, 2009. Florida is my home, but I do not want it to be.

I have longed for the cold breeze of New York ever since I left when I was 4.

Life has not been easy.

For each day I feel one part of me has faded away, lost forever in this dark abyss called school.

Harsh maybe the word you are looking for, but it is not the work the inprisons me.

It is the student body.

I am forced to live out on my own half the time, being picked on here and there. For what cause?

Pokemon.

A word that strikes most students into thinking I am not worthy of being treated fairly.

As I treat others fairly, though I do not get it back.

I am only as free as those crows allow me to be.

I cannot talk about it without being mocked, as if I talk at all.

Quite and visualint, that is my motto.

Keeping close to the shadow is the only sure way to get through the day alive.

It's a sad, lonely world I live out day after dreary day.

And even at home,

My home,

I cannot talk to anyone.

My family is obsessed with World of Warcraft, a game that I hate very much ad has ruined my life.

I cannot get past one day without hearing something about.

It begins to annoy, maybe that is the cause of my anger problems.

I also have no one to about the things I love,

Like Pokemon and Animal Crossing,

For no one at my house likes the games and no one really care to make matters worse...

I live out my life with everything kept to my self, but I want to make friends...

And thats why Wifi is so important to me.

Wifi is my connection to the world

My connection to friends.

But eventually,

They find my real self,

And leave me...

Another stab in the back.

What else is new.

It has happend lots of times before,

Perhaps because I am not as talkative??

Dont expect it much,

When with friends, I'm crazy.

When I'm not,

You hardly know I'm there.

But, even though I'm quite dose not mean that I'm not there.

Trouble. Silent Trouble.

I've been that way all my life,

No one knows I'm there until something goes wrong and everyone is a suspect.

But no ones blames me.

I'm too quite.

But I'm the only one that is allowed to cause trouble around here.

Hehehe... Watch your back >:3

As you can see...

I am not like other girls.

I hate pink, skirts, dresses, cheerleading, preppy people, and pink o-o

The things I find funny others find creppy.

Thats fine.

Well, I believe that just about covers my intro. I shall see you tomorrow, my dear friend.

~Alexa~"


You close the book sinlently. This book seems to take upon your intrest, you walk up the the counter of the book store you have been at for quite some time and buy the book, anxious on how the story continues. You are tied though, as you walk to your house, snow falling down on your sholders. You decide tomorrow to read more as you open your house with you key, lay down in your bed, and fall into a deep sleep...





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