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Rap up semester
i went back out with rachel for a month when i thought everything was all good but really it wasn't but i was trying to force the relationship cause really we had no connection and i didn't like her i just wanted to ******** her but highschool takes it's toll on you i dont think about getting some and s**t like that lately its just been wrestling, and keeping grades up but i think i failed 2 of my classes but i will see after the holiday is over, then i quite the wrestling team and i will never be able to join again once you quite its over for good the coach dosent let you back but i dont think i will regreat it. but i didn't like the sport to begin with i just wanted to learn how to fight alittle bit and i wanted to keep in shape but now i gotta work out on my own but its alright i guess but now i dont know if i wanna be in a relationship after the hole rachel thing. but there is some1 i really like but i cant be with them and i want to so badly but there is nothing i cant do about it but i wanna stay single cause if i cant have the girl i truely want i dont want a girl at all, Marines i have no idea i want to be a military historian but i might join the marines because when you get out there is alot of good things that come outa it like stuff is cheaper and stuff but i dont wanna kill any1 im not the same as i uce to be and i dont think the same way anymore taking lives is not something i was born with the right to do and the people we are fighting are just people that want to push us outa there country that hole country should not feel the rath of america because of 1 individual although we never know what they can be planning but now its to late to just pull outa the war like nothing happined but if a bunch of musslems came to america and tryed to change are culture and are ways of living we would shoot back to, put your shoes in the enemy's position and think about it, but if they want war i'll give them hell im not gunna let some1 hit me and not do s**t back revenge from september 11th was what started the hole thing right? as a country were just arn't trying to look like p***y's, dont screw with the U.S.A or uncle sam will get you but i have no idea anymore i just wanna graduate go to colledge start over and keep moving on with my life i matured alot sence the summer but i have no idea what or how i will change next
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